Emma Ruth – Page 10 – St Emma Ruth π Ruth Emma

Oct 1 1924 – Dec 29 2024

This is my President. In many ways, I already died.

I’m going to 53. Dying since 1988. Please leave me alone. I like to be alone. It’s a sign of old age and impending death.

I’d appreciate it if the current administration stops using me. You’re not my President. I voted for Kamala Harris.

~emma ruth

Remember this – I too was once the future

I too was once a sweet sixteen year old kiddo. I too was once an 18 year old angel sweetheart. I too was once ‘The Future’.

Remember what was done to me in 1988 and onwards. Remember how they treated a child, a teen, a kiddo.

Then perhaps one day you’ll understand why I choose to not care nor get involved and remain alone in my old age.
Remember, I had exponential potential and they did everything they could to snuff me out and take everything from me out of sheer hatred.

I too was once the future. I too could have been the change we needed in a world.

Don’t worry darlings, no one actually cares.

~emma ruth

Depeche Mode – “Somebody”

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She’ll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She will hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and with every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear
Of those things
But when I’m asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it

{Source: AZ Lyrics}

Depeche Mode – “Blasphemous Rumours”

Girl of sixteen, whole life ahead of her
Slashed her wrists, bored with life
Didn’t succeed, thank the Lord
For small mercies

Fighting back the tears, mother reads the note again
Sixteen candles burn in her mind
She takes the blame, it’s always the same
She goes down on her knees and prays

I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God’s got a sick sense of humour
And when I die, I expect to find him laughing

Girl of eighteen, fell in love with everything
Found new life in Jesus Christ
Hit by a car, ended up
On a life support machine

Summer’s day as she passed away
Birds were singing in the summer sky
Then came the rain and once again
A tear fell from her mother’s eye

I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God’s got a sick sense of humour
And when I die, I expect to find him laughing
I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God’s got a sick sense of humour
And when I die, I expect to find him laughing
I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God’s got a sick sense of humour
And when I die, I expect to find him laughing
I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God’s got a sick sense of humour
And when I die, I expect to find him laughing
I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God’s got a sick sense of humour
And when I die, I expect to find him laughin

Source: AZ Lyrics

Jessica Simpon – “I Belong To Me”

I belong to me

It’s not that I don’t wanna share my life with you, baby
It’s just that I’m the one I need to be true to, baby
And I won’t give up me to be part of you

It’s not that I don’t want to have you in my life, baby
It’s just you gotta know that it’s got to be right, baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don’t need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody’s got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don’t belong to you
My heart is my possession
I’ll be my own reflection

I belong to me
I’m one, not half of two
And if you’re gonna love me
You should know this, baby
That I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don’t mean I don’t wanna be here with you, I do

I don’t need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I’ll give all my love but I’m not givin’ all my soul

I belong to me
I don’t belong to you
My heart is my possession
I’ll be my own reflection

I belong to me
I’m one, not half of two
And if you’re gonna love me
You should know this, baby
That I belong to me

Love don’t mean changin’ who you are
To be who somebody wants you to be
Nobody’s got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don’t belong to you
My heart is my possession
I’ll be my own reflection

I belong to me
I’m one, not half of two
And if you’re gonna love me
You should know this, baby
That I belong to me

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Diane Eve Warren

I Belong to Me lyrics © Realsongs, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group

i went from “We Belong Together” by MC to “I Belong to me” by JS

not incomplete

I have many cousins, and some sisters and brothers with kiddos. I’m content being an Auntie and now a Lola to my grand-nieces and grand-nephews. Family means a lot to me. And they will always be in my life. I will dote on my grands now and assist and adore my own nieces and nephews. I was considering adopting to name certain adoptees after my cousins who already die, but my nieces and nephews and their brothers and sisters can name their kiddos in honor of our fallen and some ‘heroes.’

I don’t want a boyfriend, husband, nor lover because I am selfish, conceited, self-absorbed and dislike having to consider others in my personal life. They are so damn wanty and needy. Please get a dog.

I’m glad Earl Temp Reeves is my brother. And then Keanus and Johns are my cousins. I was going to be a Marine. And then part of Langley, Quantico, and Pentagon. Then considered the UN and foreign service. Fortunately, I’m still a Sister in the Dominican and Grenadine Order. And always, a Virgin Princess Royal of Visayas.

I may not have that kind of love and a husband, but I have family that adores me.

I also have my self-respect.

And I am actually Academy.

~emma ruth

I’m the Virgin Princess

Earl Temp Reeves is my brother – same Father, same Mother. I also have other half-brothers. Keanus and Johns are my cousins.
I will never marry. I will never fall in love. I will never take a lover. I will never have children.

But I’m fine with that because I have a large family that loves me and I get to remain a Virgin. And now I can travel the worlds alone, on my own, with my pets and my sanity intact. And do my Art and everything else on my own. And remain in the Dominican and Grenadine Orders – all top tier orders – especially the First Order.

I’m a Princess. A Virgin. And Untouchable.

Invincible

Impervious to your manipulations.

I’m both ER and RE, Just me. and Me alone.

~emma ruth