Gangsta Ballerina: Vie de Voyou Pour Toujours ~Sovth Hammer ~ Primaessa Mercy Stroemann ~ Joan Tara Lea Aufsdrich ~ Ruth Emma Cleveland-Caldwell ~ Sarahby Utah ~ Angelskya Jovonovich
I dunno why you wanted me to experience the difficulties you had while you were still in town. About you dating younger guys, you having VD “The Clap”, being poor and living in squalid conditions, mental illness, drug addiction, broken families. I mean, Debs, two wrongs don’t make a right. Moreover, I haven’t seen you in over 3 decades, so why are you hating on me now? I mean why do you want someone to go through the same shit you did?
We’re grown now, Debs. Yes, you’re involved with Native American Indians, but they aren’t as vindictive as you seem to be. I suppose that it bothered you more than I thought when we were still kiddos. It bothered you that your friends/family weren’t going thru the hard times you were. Even so, Debs, don’t wish ill on others out of spite and envy. Try to wish others well, especially when it feels too hard to do so.
There’s a code of conduct, Debs, and if you violate it, penalties will be applied. You’ll be banned and locked out of worlds and realms as well. We may even make you forget.
Well, that’s the thing, Tara Jean, they let me know that you’re gonna be spending more time with “Angelana Oquano”. I sorta got bumped out of that scene. I was edited out of your life and you were edited out of mine. No hard feelings, though.
You’re younger than me, Tara Jean. I was hoping you’d spend time with women your own age and own year. It can be toxic if you don’t. That’s why I put annie, connie, christina, mary, lillian with you, so you can have the right girl gang. Oh Violet too. And of course your besties from Cleveland and Hofstra. I mean if I see you at a formal function, I’ll be polite and considerate, but I have to give you your space to grow and flourish. That’s why I let you know to spend time with the kiddos in your class and not me when you turned around 11 or 12 yo. And to love your older sister and listen to your Mom and always be your Father’s ‘Angel’.
I’m not too mad at you. My anger is verra Arien. Aries are quick to anger, but quick to forget. We just blow up a lot, but then an hour later we’re wuvvie-duvvie. I may get angry and say vile things sometimes, but I’m ‘good’ about two hours later. You just gotta give me time to get over it and accept certain things that piss me off.
No, I won’t include Hofstra because that’s also Harvard, in a roundabout way. Cornell and Harvard have similar colors. That’s why you’re Cornell. And yes, you did get into New York University. I don’t include too many schools in my bio.
Dominican Academy. I was wondering why you didn’t at least get into St. Vincent Ferrer. St. John’s Prepatory is a verra good school though and that’s one of yours. I dunno what the Academy is going to do about adding St. Aloysius and Ridgewood High. Is it another huge yearbook? Or is it just honorees//inductees? I dunno. But you don’t have to use me as a reference. Your cousin, Danielle, is already Dominican Academy, especially thru her sister Janine.
But you have both Grover Cleveland and Christ the King, which is what one really needs. A President and Jesus. Can’t go wrong there.
Oh, livejournal usually brings out the beast in me. Those numbers and witches can be a-holes. I usually end up imploding and have explosive angry scenes. I’m calmer now that I’m in my own ‘domain’. Lions need that. They need their own ‘domain.’ They get cranky if they don’t.
but i am also 0-6-6-6 – my numerology challenge numbers – 7/7/72
The Devil’s Own… a most arduous task to uptake… more fragile mortals would die in every attempt…. but not me… I make it look like a casual stroll thru the park… with weapons… dangerous weapons…
11-11. My Gemini Ascendant is at 11 degrees as is my Sagittarius Descendant – 11 degrees.
there’s you’re 11. My taurus moon is at 27 degrees and sits in my 12th house. Saturn and Venus are conjunct my first house and each other… around 11 degrees Gemini.
This is a gorgeous song. That model, gen z “IT” girl, Cara Delevingne can really sing. Love her vocals. Gorgeous voice.
The name I chose for my confirmation in 7th grade is “Allaire”. One of my old friends, Danielle, chose “Claire.” So I wanted something French and similar to hers. I had a conversation with Sonia Zabala about it. And we stumbled on the name – “Allaire.” It was a EUREKA moment. Allaire is French for Hilary. Hilary means “Cheerful” in French. So one of my personal saints is St. Hilary. This was way before the Clintons showed up. I became Allaire in 1985. Clintons showed up in 1992.
Allaire is a town in New Jersey. It’s also a principality-commune in France.
I derive my Hawaiian name from Allaire. “Leilara” which I say means warm, fragrant mountain mist. Ariella Archer is another name I use. Ariella means Lion of God. I can be quite the regal Lion too. El Arial, La Ariel.
They even covet my confirmation name. It’s just so f-ing incredible to be me.
my DOB is 7/7/72… my Destiny No. is 33. I’m a 33. If you know my social security no, then you would know that destiny no. is correct.
I’m an 8 of diamonds. I have two Planetery Ruling Cards. 10 of Diamonds and 10 of Clubs. A 7-7 and a 10-10. My karma cards are the Queen of Spades and the 7 of clubs. I sometimes use the DOB 12/11/88 or ’90… that’s a 7 of clubs.
My numerological profile is almost the exact twin of Marilyn Monroe’s profile. She’s an 8-5-3. I’m an 8-3-5. I’m as gorgeous as Marilyn Monroe. However, I always aspired to live up to the standards of Dame Audrey Hepburn.
I’m a Lorelai Lee/Holly Golightly mix.
I must be the best of both worlds. Glamorous Hollywood Showgirl and Noblesse Oblige Old Money.
Back in the 90s I made a special agent name – JPavino – Jessica Roxanne Pavino – “Jessa”
I made the alias because of the black ops work I was doing. And because so many coveted my name – Emma Ruth Zerna Concepcion. So I created Jessa – half german and half italian. Because my name is also “Poem Nazer Thurman-Ciccone.”
I’m pure unimaginable intoxicating poetry. Every one wants to be me. My cats lost their f-ing minds when I told them my actual name. So they decided to try to take my special agent name – JPavino and Emma Ruth. JPavino is also ‘VIP Joan’. That’s me.
You just don’t know how badly they stalked me and a concerted world-wide effort to try to steal my GOLDEN Birthrite as a Royal Princess and my Father’s daughter.
My Father is Cesar Omela Concepcion. Omela is омела in russian and it means ‘Mistletoe’. He’s 2/2. Well formally, 2/2/49. But his year should be ’36. I mean these crazy cat girls wanted my 1969 Golden Brown Camaro which is named ‘Ruti’ after me. They all lose their minds when they see me.
