No matter what I look like or my lineage, I’m still considered “Negrita”. Not exactly Black, but like their island ‘cousins’. I am also from Negros Oriental/Negros Occidental. A Negro, which isn’t synonymous with ‘Black’. Their Island cousins.
Sonja – I don’t really have an s or j in my name. Thru my Mother – S. Thru my agent name – J. Which is why it’s D.C. Tara has both Sonja and Sean in her actual name. But I use Sonja because of Miller and Sean.
Yes, MJS – 13JS -13JS52K
~emma ruth
oh i see. ER RE
hERE, thERE, everywhERE
oic.
are we ready?
~emma ruth
I’m Emma Ruth in NY. I’m Ruth Emma in NJ. I’m Zara Coventry in PA. Oh, that is trademarked to Terris + Step-Father. I’ll go as Zara Rule.
Tara Jean is Ruth Emma in NY. And Tara Jean in PA.
I don’t want to be a kiddo again. That a Hell no. I like being my age. I want to be older NOT younger. Not a lot of motherfuckers can tell me who I is or what to do. But when you 18… EVERY Motherfucker tries to tell you who you is and what to do… they tell you… do it this way OR Else. You are at the whims and mercy of everyone and everything around you. You get to 50 and everyone and everything around you are at YOUR mercy. But this is how we balance it out – You turn 50… take your right foot and place it in your grave… cause motherfucker… you just ONE step away from the BIG FINALE.
Oh, Academy – we got our names back. Tara Jean, you can choose how to be formally addressed out there… but Ruth Emma and Cleveland-Caldwell are part of your name. And yes, you and Laura – Academy and most certainly New York University.
terris…. I don’t want to be in an rpg any more and role-play characters. who was i mad at? Your dogs that were stalking me. Those who egregiously violated the code of conduct. I expect penalties to be applied. Some may be forcibly removed and banned.
I was mad at alyssa… she was never supposed to be allowed to have access to me. I have NOFollow..
~emma ruth
I too was once a sweet sixteen year old kiddo. I too was once an 18 year old angel sweetheart. I too was once ‘The Future’.
Remember what was done to me in 1988 and onwards. Remember how they treated a child, a teen, a kiddo.
Then perhaps one day you’ll understand why I choose to not care nor get involved and remain alone in my old age.
Remember, I had exponential potential and they did everything they could to snuff me out and take everything from me out of sheer hatred.
I too was once the future. I too could have been the change we needed in a world.
Don’t worry darlings, no one actually cares.
~emma ruth
I have many cousins, and some sisters and brothers with kiddos. I’m content being an Auntie and now a Lola to my grand-nieces and grand-nephews. Family means a lot to me. And they will always be in my life. I will dote on my grands now and assist and adore my own nieces and nephews. I was considering adopting to name certain adoptees after my cousins who already die, but my nieces and nephews and their brothers and sisters can name their kiddos in honor of our fallen and some ‘heroes.’
I don’t want a boyfriend, husband, nor lover because I am selfish, conceited, self-absorbed and dislike having to consider others in my personal life. They are so damn wanty and needy. Please get a dog.
I’m glad Earl Temp Reeves is my brother. And then Keanus and Johns are my cousins. I was going to be a Marine. And then part of Langley, Quantico, and Pentagon. Then considered the UN and foreign service. Fortunately, I’m still a Sister in the Dominican and Grenadine Order. And always, a Virgin Princess Royal of Visayas.
I may not have that kind of love and a husband, but I have family that adores me.
I also have my self-respect.
And I am actually Academy.
~emma ruth
Earl Temp Reeves is my brother – same Father, same Mother. I also have other half-brothers. Keanus and Johns are my cousins.
I will never marry. I will never fall in love. I will never take a lover. I will never have children.
But I’m fine with that because I have a large family that loves me and I get to remain a Virgin. And now I can travel the worlds alone, on my own, with my pets and my sanity intact. And do my Art and everything else on my own. And remain in the Dominican and Grenadine Orders – all top tier orders – especially the First Order.
I’m a Princess. A Virgin. And Untouchable.
Invincible
Impervious to your manipulations.
I’m both ER and RE, Just me. and Me alone.
~emma ruth
I’d really appreciate it if you don’t try to be clever and even use ‘Ruth Emma’ out there publicly. Though mine is actually Emma Ruth. It’s like saying you’re Charles Keanu or Jean Tara or Jessica Sara Parker or Ann Lee Womack. I mean why are you tryna to CHEAT your way into Stardom? Don’t be clever. Don’t be a liar. And stop touching my damn name. I know you’re obsessed with me and hate me something fierce, but really…. cease and desist from touching my damn name, you silly cats
other names I thought of as I fell asleep this morning – Twyler Timmons and Tiffania Tulbama
~emma ruth
emmaruth.co
ruthemma.boo
It’s Ruth Emma Cleveland-Caldwell.
I’ll place that name on Emmaruth.co
oic, Tara Jean.
alright then I’m gonna use Joan Tara Lea Aufsdrich
lea is confirmation name
this quest – complete.
~emma ruth
Oh, the one in Texas is a fake.
I’m still THE.
I’m the only one from World Trade, so naturally always THE.
~emma ruth
Oh Texas…. it didn’t have to do with the Presidents there or from there
It had to do with Wallis-Simpson and And King Edward VIII, Ernest Simpson, and Earl Winfield Spencer Jr.
And an ER in Texas claiming to be me in the 80s and early 90s
And of course where they are around so is Satan
That’s a lot of what happened with Diana… that ER in Texas…
no, no one would ever say that about certainly families, especially Presidents
but they can make you think that
there are 13 Satanic Bloodlines – Kings are related to all, but mebbe a certain few are missing one… and that’s also why certain things happened to … yes
Diana would never say that… but ER Texas… something there… they were bickering
but now I’m THE
~emma ruth
no, ER Texas is older than me. it wasn’t her name until the 80s. She must be my aunt. No, she’s older than me, slightly older than Diana. She must be 1959.
If the name is on her birth documents then I would have to concede that she’s THE. it goes by seniority. But I’m told my Mother has my name in her name. And she’s 1947.
I’m GEN X THE. but texas – boomer THE, my mother boomer silent THE
Texas ER calls me Alyssa Dibi Rusari
My Mother calls me Margaux St. Michelline
they do that, because why do I have the same name… so they always call me something else
that’s the reason I call Rundell… Odelia