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I was a bit sad earlier. SAD – Sorrowful and Depressed. Or Suicidal and Dead. Because I got into a fight with Tara Jean and Keanu and even John Wick. I dunno exactly why I was frothing at the mouth and spewing obscenities from a verra foul mouth.
Keanu Reeves has been my Boss for over 6 years. We get into rows now and then because we disagree about jobs and who I should work with. Usually I start cussing and flipping him off and cussing all over my journals. But usually I balk and then I walk out on the job and never return. That’s what I did to the emmereeves.livejournal.com, fairwells.livejournal.com, all my pinterest accounts, and all youtube accounts. If you abuse me or violate my rights I walk the F- out and never return. Usually because I don’t want to do certain tasks, but mostly because there are just some mfers I never will work with, especially if we hate each other.
I flipped off his bestie, Alexandra. It wasn’t her exactly. It’s her cats that were stalking me on livejournal. It wasn’t to YOUR Alex, Keanu, but her cats whom I fight with a lot, especially before.
I dunno why I would fight with John. I’m crazy about John Wick. Wuvvies u. He should know that.
Earl Temp. Well you are my first husband. Though we don’t fight too often.
Tara Jean. Why would I go in on you and say that about your Father. That’s a terrible thing to say. Just terrible. Words cannot be taken back. They can only be forgiven. I said some awful things about Tara and her Father. Oh well… dunno exactly. Has to do with whomever is claiming to be you. And now tryna to use me.
Cyril. In my thoughts. If I were him and it should’ve been me, I would want my Father and/or husband to make sure I’m DNR and an organ donor.
Good Evening. My sleeping schedule is FUCKED. I woke up around ‘midnite.” I went to bed around noonish. I gotta fix my sleeping schedule. My dreams were about AI crap.
I’m sorry Keanu Reeves. And you too John Wick. I was having a bad day because of my cousin Cyril who may die and he’s only 32. I started swinging at everyone around me and cussed both Keanu and John. You know I don’t really mean it, wuvvies. I was just angry that this happened to a cousin who is just a kiddo and that I’m being delayed from leaving for various reasons, especially because of Cyril.
Oh I was mad at John for hooking up with Tara Jean … but I know that was a long time ago. It shouldn’t matter any more.
I said some hateful things to Tara Jean. I didn’t mean most of it. But I just hope she knows that I know she didn’t wish me well.
It’s not right and it’s not OK that my lil 32 year old cousin is on a ventilator in a hospital fighting for his life while worthless bitches use me and my family to make their dreams come true. I’m not here to allow you to use and abuse me and my entire family.
It’s not right and it’s not ok. You egregiously harmed my family for over 4 decades just so that you can be rich, powerful and famous. Cyril is just a kiddo. Never even had a girlfriend. You would even touch kiddos. You worthless pedophiles.
You should’ve let me die when I turned 18. But they wanted to be the angel too.
Yah, Keanu Reeves, I WAS into John Wick. But since both you and him have been assholes to me, both of you can go fuck yourselves. I don’t need either of you. I am a Princess Royal of Visayas and I have someone who NEITHER of you can ever compare to or meet his standards – MY FATHER – Cesar O. Concepcion. I don’t need either of you assholes. I have a Father that girls all around the world also want as their Father.
You were no angel, Keanu Reeves. But I have an angel too – My brother Kris Concepcion. Still a Virgin and always an ANGEL. Go fuck yourself Keanu Reeves. Go fuck yourself John Wick.
I also have a Mother who everyone wants as their Mother – Prima Emma Zerna Concepcion.
My Academy has been telling y’all to not fuck with me. And their reasons? Emma Ruth has FAMILY. She has a LOT of FAMILY.
I don’t need you Keanu Reeves or John Wick or any man for that matter. I have FAMILY who ADORES me. And I am a Princess Royal.
I don’t give a fuck if class of 1986 supports 1973. That on you. I don’t. And IDGAF. I got better shit to do. She can never compare to me and MY family.
You are 5 12 12 1 – you complement me verra well. Because you are a Miss General Santos City, a hometown beauty MISS and a cancerian like me – 6/23 is your birthday.
You’re the secret “12” and a ’23’ and 5/12 is you. as is 6/23. You even have an X in your name.
My well-wishes to you, Ella. That was supposed to be me laying in the hospital. Not Cyril and of course never my brother. I’ll do what I can for you and your family, especially Cyril.
Listen here, if you were gonna do a mob hit on ZERNA, then you were supposed to HIT me. Imma gonna be 53 in a few months, I look like shit, and can’t do anything in this form. I most certainly would trade places with my 32 year old cousin Cyril. I am the ELDEST grandchild of our Lola and Lolo. I take all hits for all 18/19 of their grandkids on the Zerna side. I am always my brother’s shield. You were to never touch any of my cousins on the ZERNA side without first going through me, you worthless bitch coward.
You’re a fucking coward bitch pedophile to touch a kiddo as young as 32. You’re a cunt that takes it up the ass. Scared of me so you touch a kiddo, you worthless bitch cunt. I’m THE NINANG of my family. GODMOTHER. Imma gonna gotti all over your ass.
Leslie Mae and Lizbeth Marie, if I find out that your Father who had a kidney transplant is the reason this happened to Cyril, then imma make sure both your husbands die at age 50 on their birthdays. PROMISE.
COME AFTER ME YOU BITCHASS COWARDS. Don’t touch kiddos you fucking worthless pedophiles. THIS IS NYC. STREET RULES IN EFFECT. COME AFTER ME. I’ll gotti all over you, bitchass cowards
My lil cousin is just 32. If it was a mob hit, they’ll get what’s coming to them. Not only is he just a kiddo, but he’s a good kiddo who lost his Father back in 2012.
I’m tri-state. Spent the first year in New Jersey. I got into both Rutgers and Fairleigh Dickinson. Family owns property in Tuckerton. I spent some time in Harrisburg, PA with my brother-cousin Tony. As well at PENN in Philly with an academy colleague. And also CT – got into Quinnipiac for Law. I’m tri-state: got family in NY, NJ, CT, and PA.
He’s just a kiddo. Not supposed to touch kiddos, especially good ones like him. But that on you. His blood on your hands.
It’s not ‘definite’ right now. Still more further tests. He’s only 32. Miracles do happen. It happened for my Mama. So it could happen to any of you.
Why did that happen to my lil cousin, Cyril? I guess he had to go somewhere in a hurry, because he’s only 32. He may be in the hospital on a ventilator HERE, but since there’s no brain activity HERE, that means he most likely is over THERE. Who can fathom the ways of the Lord. Not many I surmise.
I dunno when exactly I’m leaving, but I should be able to run into Cyril at World Trade.
I let him know about two years ago to take good care of himself. I knew he’d run into problems. But something like this no one really expected.
Not to a healthy 32 year old filipino male. Please do consider making your son an organ donor, no matter whatever other decisions you make concerning him.
Ivana, you’re barely 30. My lil cousin who is as young as some of my nieces and nephews. Well, I was upset with you for ditching your family and running off to NJ to live with your boyfriend who is now your fiance. My family had hoped that you would stay in NY and with Bonit and your family. Work as an RN in NYC and then purchase a home in Bayside, Queens close to Bonit for you and your mom and your brothers. We also hoped that you would encourage your brothers to finish school and get good jobs so that they too can marry like you are about to as well.
You have your reasons, Ivana. I know you miss your Father. I know you went thru some hard times because he dies in 2012. Well who is to say what would’ve happened if you did it the way Bonit and your Tito Cesar and Tita Emma had hoped. But I hope now, during another family crisis, that you’re there for your Mama and your brothers in their time of need. We know you’re planning your dream wedding this May, but do what you can for your family.
What I’ll try to do is from World Trade if I get there before this month is through. I’ll put in a request for Cyril. I sorta can see him. He’s at a terminal reading and writing. Death usually isn’t final. Natives say… “It’s like walking from this world into the next.”