Nickleback – “Far Away”

HERA CRANES TRAP Z – but i am a RuthIE. just sayin’.

how to show, but not tell.

this song…. you’re gonna turn me into mush… oh well, it was the 90s… artists like these … my gen was really into them…. and used to listen to this music all the time, but I had to stop because we needed to work as a united ‘peoples’ – the united colors of benetton… so by the 2000s i was back with pop artists and r&b, rap, and hip-hop, which is a mix of what i already listened to in the 80s…. we had to bridge ‘racial divides’ and heal from trauma bonding that harmed all of us collectively….

i am supposed to be a ‘healer’ in the healer’s guild and I do programming and ai tech work out there to assist disparate groups of peoples to get along better and learn through cognitive behavioral therapy that often times they are ‘clueless’ and cannot see the forest from the trees. There’s a lot of disinformation, misinformation, and cognitive dissonance that destabilizes paradigms, ecosystems and polite society. When you work for an agency like quantico, you are trained to be cool cucumbers out there – cool, calm, stable, and can perform flawlessly especially during crucial and critical moments and times.

I’m still an academy instructor and I’m still educating those at the academy and employing methods to enhance and improve your critical thinking skills. Sometimes i’m a sourpuss and get moody because of my own personal ‘boundaries’. But I’m content when I have control over my moods and feelings that can impede decent logical thinking and I can make better decisions and responses.

I don’t want to have to break every thing down to the lowest denominator when most of the time it’s base and is usually the reason why we are unable to participate as informed citizens of a civilized, happy, and stable-functioning world community qualified by decent folk with good hearts and healthy minds.

We can get along. We can find humane common ground. And we can and should be gentle folk. There isn’t a one-size fits all curative solution for man’s societal ills. And I don’t enjoy a cookie-cutter world where everyone is placed in a box so as to not be misunderstood. The good, the bad, and even the ugly are integral parts of humanity and the ‘homo erectus’ experience. No one has all the answers. Not every answer is actually right. And not every answer is actually good.

Every day is another chance to do a little better than the day before that. It’s two steps forward, one step backwards, a side-step, and you do the hokey-pokey and turn yourself around. And that’s what it’s all about.

~emma ruth

i know ‘wuvvies – wda97 and jayh

Jimmy Bundoc – “Let Me Be The One”

Somebody told me you were leaving, I didn’t know
Somebody told me you’re unhappy, but it doesn’t show
Somebody told me that you don’t want me no more, no
So you’re walkin’ out the door
Nobody told me you’ve been crying every night
Nobody told me you were dying
But didn’t want to fight
Nobody told me that you fell out of love for me
So I’m setting you free


Let me be the one to break it up
So you won’t have to make excuses
We don’t need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I’m tellin’ you, I love you one last time
And goodbye


Somebody told me you still love me, I don’t know why
Nobody told me that you only, needed time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back
When our love is real again

Let me be the one to break it up
So you won’t have to make excuses
We don’t need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I’m tellin’ you, I love you one last time
And goodbye


Just turn around and walk away
We don’t have to live like this, no, no
But if you love me still then stay
Don’t keep me waiting for that final kiss
We could work together through this test
Or we could work through it apart
I just need to get this off my chest
That you will always have my heart
Let me be the one


Let me be the one to break it up
So you won’t have to make excuses
We don’t need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I’m tellin’ you, I love you one last time
And goodbye


Let me be the one, ohh, ooh, ooh-ooh

Let Me Be The One” by Jimmy Bondoc was produced by Wings Soriano.

Jimmy Bondoc released “Let Me Be The One” on November 29, 2004.

Let Me Be The One” by Jimmy Bondoc was written by Jimmy Bondoc.

imma gonna learn to sing this song again. i can sing songs like this from the PI – OPM

~emma ruth

[source: https://genius.com/Jimmy-bondoc-let-me-be-the-one-lyrics]

handles

x o x o t o t o x o z

another one. faireerreur is my muse today. i like how her mind works.

x m a s x t i n a x o

another one. for my cousin Tina.

r a i n e f a e b o w

and another one. for whoever. i just like working this ‘conceptual model’.

great tunes 😍

~emma ruth

Good Morning

In Chinese, “Xia” (夏) can mean “summer” and is also a surname and the name of a historical dynasty, with the character also being used in other names and words with different meanings depending on the context. 

  • Meaning of “Summer”: The most common meaning of “Xia” (夏) is “summer”. 
  • Xia Dynasty: “Xia” (夏) also refers to the Xia Dynasty, a legendary early Chinese dynasty believed to have ruled from around 2070 to 1600 BCE. 
  • Surname: “Xia” (夏) is also a common Chinese surname. 
  • Other Meanings: Depending on the character and tone, “Xia” can also mean “down”, “afterglow,” or “shrimp”. 
  • Pronunciation: The Mandarin pronunciation of “Xia” (夏) is “xia4”. 
  • Xia He: In Chinese, the name Xia He (夏荷) means “Summer Lotus”, and is a popular name for its association with the lotus flower and positive symbolism. 

[source: GOOGLE]

I Love this song!

PI π – 3.14 is 29.92, 42 {24} – P [94] {49 is 23}

2025 is 72 77

This must be my year. Gonna leave soon.

5.18 is 31.44 [13.44] or 31.70 [13.07] or 31.96 [13.69], 90 – L [64] – 46 is 72

JOAN CANNES ROSE VIA PIX

JOAN PAX CANNES ROSE VII [IVI]

The Hardkiss is my fav. Russian band.

`~emma ruth

Music + Philippines

Izrael –> Zariel

https://fineartamerica.com/featured/7-summer-poppy-nailia-schwarz.html

© Nailia Schwarz “7 Summer Poppy”

Meer means sea or ocean in german.

Hi Tara Jean. xoxo

Oh, I just have “Ruthie.” She’s not a twin. And then one boy. Gabriel Luke.

islam forbids monasticism.

Tara, you would be “Balts”.

Lucy is short for “Lucifel” or “Lucibeir” “Luciellina” or “Lucecilia” or “Lucecilina”

https://www.philippinetourismusa.com/four-must-visit-pink-beaches-in-the-philippines-you-should-include-in-your-bucket-list/

An aerial shot of the Silla Island, San Vicente Pink Beach in Northern Samar taken by Jet Santillan (@jetsantillan)

I hope to visit one day.

The Great Santa Cruz Island in Zamboanga City, Philippines, is renowned for its pink sand beach, a natural phenomenon caused by crushed red organ-pipe coral mixed with white sand.  [source:Google]

~emma ruth