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Terris

Didn’t I offend everyone there, with panache, creativity, and obscene profanity. It’s part of my skill set. Why was I banned? I thought I aged out. I was already in my early 30s. I had to play this character IRL in Ridgewood. Was it about someone wanting to be “Jessa”. That’s an agent name for my work with intelligence agencies and black ops. The 3 characters – Paul had told us all that everything that is made in Terris belongs to and in Terris.

But they tried to touch my actual name and identity. And I’m not a character. I’m real.

They egregiously violated the code of conduct. You’re not supposed to touch my actual name and identity. My family and classmates were harmed. I was quite lit when they were looking at my nieces and nephews under the age of 5. I went after them with gusto.

If I return, I should at the verra least be a Hero. But now, the Hero is my lil cousin Cyril. i can be a moderator of sorts. Don’t want really want to be some character. I’m going to be 53. Don’t really want to be with the kiddos. But a moderator, designer of sorts. Coding perhaps if I can finally learn calculus.

no, I don’t want the ai immortal journals. But a moderator, designer. And part of terris.org

~emma ruth

1973 Alyssa Sandoval

Don’t use me to get ahead in your pathetic life.

Oh you say there are 2 Alyssa Sandovals. Both 1973. One is Maybelline’s cousin. And one is from Terris.

alright. you twin your own damn selves. i suppose.

don’t use me. I’ll beat your ass to an inch of your death.

~emma ruth

53 going on 253 + Terris

I don’t want to be a kiddo again. That a Hell no. I like being my age. I want to be older NOT younger. Not a lot of motherfuckers can tell me who I is or what to do. But when you 18… EVERY Motherfucker tries to tell you who you is and what to do… they tell you… do it this way OR Else. You are at the whims and mercy of everyone and everything around you. You get to 50 and everyone and everything around you are at YOUR mercy. But this is how we balance it out – You turn 50… take your right foot and place it in your grave… cause motherfucker… you just ONE step away from the BIG FINALE.

Oh, Academy – we got our names back. Tara Jean, you can choose how to be formally addressed out there… but Ruth Emma and Cleveland-Caldwell are part of your name. And yes, you and Laura – Academy and most certainly New York University.

terris…. I don’t want to be in an rpg any more and role-play characters. who was i mad at? Your dogs that were stalking me. Those who egregiously violated the code of conduct. I expect penalties to be applied. Some may be forcibly removed and banned.

I was mad at alyssa… she was never supposed to be allowed to have access to me. I have NOFollow..

~emma ruth

Alyssa from Terris

https://fineartamerica.com/featured/star-of-bethlehem-in-black-and-white-endre-balogh.html

“Star of Bethlehem in Black and White”

Alyssa. Your year is actually 1973. You’re Filipino, right? Actually from the Philippines. You’ve been stalking me for quite a long time. Ever since we met in like 1996, 3 decades ago.

I’m unsure how you and I are related. But you aren’t from New York. Don’t you actually stay in the Philippines. Yes I am aware of the 1981 in Ridgewood, New York. She’s a bit troubled. But I gave her the name – “Angelana Oquano”.

We’ll see how it plays out in the coming days.

~emma ruth

Dearest Haters

https://www.deviantart.com/angel777studio/art/Women-1168424420

This is for haters, especially from a MUD – Terris, who waited over 3 decades to tell me something I already know. And the sentiment is still the same: I just don’t give a fuck.

Is it getting better?
Or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you now?
You got someone to blame

You say, one love, one life
When it’s one need in the night
One love, we get to share it
Leaves you baby if you don’t care for it

Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without

Well it’s too late tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We’re one but we’re not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One!

Have you come here for forgiveness?
Have you come to raise the dead?
Have you come here to play Jesus?
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much? More than a lot
You gave me nothin’ now it’s all I got
We’re one but we’re not the same
Well we hurt each other then we do it again

You say love is a temple, love a higher law
Love is a temple, love the higher law
You ask me to enter but then you make me crawl
And I can’t be holdin’ on to what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love, one blood
One life, you got to do what you should
One life, with each other
Sisters, brothers

One life but we’re not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One
One

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Paul David Hewson / Adam Clayton / Larry Mullen / Dave Evans

One lyrics © Polygram Int. Music Publishing B.v.

To haters with revenge fantasies and delusions of grandeur who should I know I ain’t thinkin’ about you. 1. You ain’t making me 2. You ain’t breaking me

And in the big scheme of things… for me? You just don’t matter.

~emma ruth

I am THE Emma Ruth

https://www.deviantart.com/addictiveprompts2/art/untitled-1166184778

I’m THE Emma Ruth. Uno, Dos, Tres, Cuatro are my House Plants. I am THE and the only one that matters. When I arrive, which should be shortly and soon, you’ll see why I am THE. And that everyone else who challenges me just PALES in comparison. No one can do EMMA RUTH the way I do it. With utter ‘perfection’.

Terris. You NEED me, more than I EVER needed you.

~emma ruth

Terris

https://www.deviantart.com/joannadark999/art/Censored-1168114430

Back in late 1996, early 1997, I found myself in a rinky-dinky RPG MUD online called Terris. I didn’t plan to stay there as long as I sadly did up to early 2004. But they are a terrorist organization – TERRorISt. And they catfished me, swatted me, and tried to use me to make themselves a lot of money. And they tried to justify it by making outlandish accusations about me… at least their terris taliban did.

Deori, imma gonna sue you for what happened to my family. Do you know they were stalking my nieces and nephews under the age of 5. they even went after my grandkiddos, Deori. I’mma gonna run many of y’all into a ditch in the road. For being predators of children.

Why would you let Alyssa and her associates try to use my name and profit off it and try to kill me off, Deori? Please get yourself a reputable attorney. Imma gonna sue you. Mebbe even get a criminal defense attorney if we find you on the wrong side of the law. Alyssa…. you’re out of your mind.

Keanu Reeves is a Hero of Death in Terris. Lawyer up, Motherfucker. Lawyer up.

~emma ruth

6 degrees of separation

https://www.deviantart.com/digitalgeishadreams/art/Artisan-Eleganza-2-1166949003

Oh Thurman – Uma Thurman and Ciccone – Madonna Ciccone

I had it right to say half-german and half-italian. But Valeria Von’Tog looks “Irish”. Or Viking Irish.

Terris: My Handle is JPavino. And my characters:

Valeria Von’Tog – half-giant fighter, warriors guild, Temple of War [Zir]
Zara Coventry – human sorcerer, warlocks guild, Temple of Death [Worcester]
Persephone Wynd – elf wizard, wizards guild, Temple of Fate [Kyria]

They all wanted those characters and to roleplay Emma Ruth. That should be a ‘class’ in your realms. The race is “celestine’. The guild is “HER”. Yes, Sheba’s cat can be the Guildmaster.

~emma ruth

I’m about to leave

https://www.deviantart.com/abubblentime/art/Gorgeous-doll-1167489417

Terris. I completed all the necessary quests. you can see all my work on livejournal, insanejournal, dreamwidth, scribbld, and deadjournal. I doubt I’ll ever return there.

Immortal? Moi. Something to consider. Where did my little friends go? I saw the ‘Burning Building.’ I’m verra close to leaving. No, I don’t want to be part of an rpg, a mud. Have no interest in that. Imma gonna travel and indulge in love-making.

I did a lot for others who didn’t earn my consideration and assistance. They’re pig ingrates. I did what I could to enlighten their verra small minds.

Pay it Forward.

~emma ruth