Category: Thoughts

SAG + Bronze Medal

Why am I just relegated to just SILVER?

SAG – Silver and Gold and want that BRONZE statue.

Gold is for Athletes. it’s all about being #1. Getting the trophies and the GOLD medals. I am Gold under the age of 30.

Silver is for actors and artisans. I am Silver after the age of 35. Tinseltown. Silver Screen.

Bronze is for Military. Among the highest honors is the Bronze Medal, especially for Valour and Courage.

I’m hoping i’m not limited to just one.

  1. Gold – Valeria – ER – Ariella
  2. Bronze – Zara – JPavino
  3. Silver – Persephone – RE – Leilara

~emma ruth

Good Afternoon

Good Afternoon. I was chatting with my web hosting support about certain features on my website. I hope it’s resolved in a few days. I’ll check back every 12 hours or so.

The last two weeks were sheer hell. Finally better weather. Thank goodness. Last nite was brutal for me as was yesterday morning. Brutal. Damn.

I think I’m doing better in my psych/mental state right now. Or so I hope. No, I’m not in a rush to leave. Taking it slow. One day at a time. I have a doctor’s xoom meeting in less than an hour.

Florida beat Houston. Oh my. first NCAA championship since 2007. HOLLA

~emma ruth

Kiss my SWEET ASS, Michael Jon Susanno

You don’t tell me what to do. You don’t pay my bills. You are NOT my husband. And I don’t have to listen to you EVER, motherfucker. I am not BEHOLDEN to any MOBSTERS, You fucking asshole. DO YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM, Asshole?

You have absolutely zero authority over me. Stop USING BUSH and GOTTI against me, you fucking asshole.

STOP TRYNA TO CONTROL ME. DO that to your OWN wives, You fucking asshole.


STOP USING GEORGE BUSH AND JOHN GOTTI AGAINST ME. Or you’ll end up DEAD and missing. KAPICHE, BITCH?


AND FUCK YOU TARA JEAN. JUST FUCK YOU.

~emma ruth

si, es verdad

Yes, don’t I follow this ‘golden rule’ usually? sometimes I rage in private, but usually I try to follow this golden rule…

i’m not making profit… all proceeds from this blog goes to .orgs – mother + father

i am an academy instructor

~emma ruth

Negrita

No matter what I look like or my lineage, I’m still considered “Negrita”. Not exactly Black, but like their island ‘cousins’. I am also from Negros Oriental/Negros Occidental. A Negro, which isn’t synonymous with ‘Black’. Their Island cousins.

Sonja – I don’t really have an s or j in my name. Thru my Mother – S. Thru my agent name – J. Which is why it’s D.C. Tara has both Sonja and Sean in her actual name. But I use Sonja because of Miller and Sean.

Yes, MJS – 13JS -13JS52K

~emma ruth

oh damnit

they hacked that credit card too. No more credit cards. Just have a debit card now.

oh damnit.

I hope I’m leaving now.

I won’t put the debit card details online.

i knew this would happen. I was tryna to avoid it.

~emma ruth

1980s, GI Joe, ER + RE

This morning I noticed that I was moved to the 1980s. That was a magical time for many of us and my generation. Economy was booming, our country was strong and admired worlds-wide.

In the Philippines, back in the ’60s and ’70s, we called Americans all “Joe’, even the women. Because of the Army and other armed forces present there at bases like the one at Subic Bay. Joe is a term of endearment for Americans whom we trust, respect, and admire, especially for being the ‘good guys’ who make sure kiddos and women and the vulnerable are never harmed. We call you Joe out of affection, trust, and respectful admiration. To be American wasn’t just to say you’re White. We also consider black, latino, indian, and now Islamists American too. And the admiration we have for your Ninongs and Ninangs – Native American Indian.

I dunno why you would demonize certain groups who admire you and respect you and think of you as the good guys who will assist them in their times of trouble. We think of you as JOE…. good guys who care about those being harmed, especially little, women, seniors, and the vulnerable. Isn’t that what being American is all about.

You can use ER and RE out there publicly. But please be a Rundell. I’m THE ER and my 3 year old daughter is THE RE… so be some kind of Rundell. Great name that Rundell has.

During the 90s Hollywood did a lot of films on JOE v Nazis. Nazis aren’t just orange… but they are considered the proverbial ‘bad guys’.

We are working Asians into the narrative in recent years. I hope you can be Charlies. Charlie Chans. We used to refer to Asians as Charlie… We’d say, “Not today, Charlie. No Sireee, Charlie Chan. But let’s hope Charlie can now get along with our beloved JOE.

~emma ruth