Category: Thoughts

leaders in a democracy or democratic republic

  1. you were democratically elected and not everyone voted for you or supports you
  2. being a leader doesn’t mean going after everyone you hate and making them your new jews to gas and kill
  3. it’s a job as an executive
  4. you are to not be a dictator, tyrant, despot, or even a haughty, mean oligarch
  5. if you’re found to be abusing your authority
  6. you will be recalled, impeached, and for some of you…..
  7. sent to the Hague to answer for your crimes against humanity
  8. we aren’t your YES-Men to do your bidding, including harming the defenseless just because you hate them
  9. we aren’t your expendable pawns to be your dogs to take the fall for your misdeeds
  10. get your heads out of your ass
  11. i’m sick and tired of waking up and finding myself in birmingham, alabama circa early 1960s
  12. where they killed those they disliked including little
  13. but now in 2025 they going after other groups and a NEW JEW
  14. try to bring yourselves to the 21st century and 2025
  15. those who don’t know HISTORY
  16. are DOOMED
  17. to repeat it
  18. and one, it shows you don’t actually know
  19. and you’re repeating it
  20. cause you ignant
  21. wake up
  22. smell the coffee
  23. and stop shoving your heads up the asses of those who kill good folk just because they never supported you or liked you
  24. triflin mfers
  25. ~emma ruth
  26. anyone who would use my social security # are my dogs with dog tags.
  27. make sure you’re an organ donor

Vocations

  1. Academy Instructor
  2. Princess Royal of Visayas
  3. Nadie Importante
  4. Superhero – Savaina Henley/Suva [Visayari]

Suva is my superhero name. I command fire and water. I have a crimson red cape and I can fly. Though my alter ego is Savaina Henley.

5. oh also royalangel/royaldaemon

6. A Natalies: Symbel Spy

~emma ruth

Tru Dat

Yes, since 2015 I’ve been working on myself, by myself, and in the good care of doctors, nurse practitioners, and sometimes therapists. I did a lot of the inner work that I needed to do… albeit, a long time ago. I cried, I struggled, I examined and re-examined traumatic scenes and I healed and I grew stronger. I grew braver. I found my voice in the midst of chaos and upheaval and a verra unkind and cold environs.

I don’t think I’m bipolar anymore. Or now it’s just dormant. But when I get to World Trade, I won’t need to rely on medication to stabilize my moods. I re-learned how to do it naturally. By reprogramming my own mind and getting rid of a lot of toxic and harmful programming. By learning how to block, ignore, ban, and delete. I learned self-care. I learned to be good to myself especially when there were those who were uncaring.

I learned that I was a fool to think the ways I used to especially around the time I was diagnosed in the early 2000s. I learned that I wasn’t able to see as I am now able to see now. I learned to embrace my rage in private and work through the pain and anger in private so as not to ever take it out on anyone else.

I tried to be an inspirational story for others going through difficulties and challenges similar to mine. I gained better critical thinking skills. I started to learn what love is truly about and that I never really understood it.

So when I’m finally where I need to be, I will never take another precious moment for granted with true friends and family who actually care about me.

I was blind. I was mute. I was deaf. Tasteless. Unfeeling. I had to start at ground zero and build myself back up and re-learn all my senses. And in the process, I gained other senses… senses we need… like a moral barometer.
I realize what I did wrong. I realize what I failed to do or what I shouldn’t have done. I learned to not make excuses for it. But to know that even my own record is not unblemished.

I dunno if I’ll be the angel I once was again, but now that I have a daughter, I will make sure she can avoid the mistakes I made and do it better. And maybe younger kiddos who know my story can avoid my pitfalls and not only do it as good as me, but at least one better.

I learned that not everyone or everything needs a response. I learned how to remain silent. Because silence is rarely misinterpreted. I learned restraint. And I learned how to laugh at my own numerous human failings.

And I’m glad that I believe in Him/Good Lord/Allah. I’m glad that my Mama made sure He was always in my life, even after she dies in 2018. One of the best gifts you can give your own kiddos, is ‘faith.’

~emma ruth

Home, Kiddos, ETA, Secret Royals, Art

I’m in Ridgewood/Glendale/Flushing Quooklyn, NYC, NY right now. I should be going to World Trade relatively soon. My home with my hubby is somewhere Upstate, NY. We just have 1 daughter together – Ruthie. She looks like me. Oh my eyes are hazel and so is hers.

Oh yes, Academy, aren’t we all Princesses from where our parentals/lolos/lolas are from too? Each and every one of us. It’s just at only at formal occasions do we don our family tiaras and formally greet one another. Usually no one knows that we are ‘secret royals’. Though, the cat is out of the bag now, and they should know class of 1990 are ALL princesses.

St. A’s Class of 1986, we determined all the girls for the most part because aren’t they also part of Academy, or at least ours or a sister academy.

Yah, I was cussing Tara Jean last nite while I slept because they took my teeth to magically redistribute my artistic talents to others, especially her. So I was pissed off because I NEED my smile back.

My other 30/31 kiddos are with their Fathers. And my hubby’s other kiddos are with their moms. Though 1 or 2 older ones may be staying with us.

Peter Gunnard – for Wuvvies – Pent D’Rare Gun {Ten Rare PD Gun}

Yes, Emmaruth.co will go live in the next week or so.

I’m ready. She’s not. But they will let her have access to me so that one day she will be ready. I guess other several clients too. Please use your own names.

~emma ruth

NYC + Formalities

I’m just tryna to get to World Trade which has usually always been connected to NYC. My birth documents let you know that I arrive at the NY Infirmary, but no one knows where that is HERE because it’s at World Trade. So I can resume my actual form and get my smile back. Oh I’m a brunette with mood eyes – usually golden brown hair and sometimes auburn, eyes usually golden brown too but hazel now and then, only light eyed when doing my ‘special abilities’ as either an angel or demon.

Yes, I am a Princess Royal of Visayas. As Alyssa Dibi Rusari I am a Princess from Maharlika, but that was a long time ago. There are several princesses from Maharlika and that’s usually how they know you’re a Princess Royal from the Philippines. Usually no one ever has to greet me formally or give me preferred treatment. You can cuss me, flip me off, and instigate a fight with me. I don’t expect you to treat me like a punishing goddess. I hope you cuss me, flip me off, and tell me off. You only have to be formal at formal occasions, like a state ball or state banquet. There will be a procession line where all royals and dignitaries including Presidents line up to be greeted by arriving guests. And that’s the only time you either bow, curtsy, or salute and say the proper formal greetings. We are lined up by rank, and as you know I’m just a Princess Royal of Visayas.

But usually every day, cuss me, tell me to move my fat ass out of your way, and tell me off. That’s why I love NY especially NYC, they don’t care who you are, they will tell you off and do it rather well.

I rarely ever take it personally. You’re really not supposed to. Because at the end of the day, it’s just between you and your maker, whomever you believe he or she is. Like they say, “Take it up with G-0”

I love mean tweets. The meaner, the better. And RP points for those with creative flair.

I rarely take anything personally. I’m not vengeful. And I encourage ‘diplomacy’ and the ‘art of conversation’. Communication is one of my majors.

I am an artist. I encourage all women to at least minor in art and language because women are more right-hemisphere and do a bit better in languages than men. I encourage most men to do some kind of engineering, economics, finance because they are more left-hemisphere and do a bit better in higher maths than women. They both can do art, but different kinds slightly better than the other.

I encourage women to become like a Miss Ridgewood, Miss New York or win the blue ribbon for their homemade blueberry pie or strawberry jam. I encourage men to play sports and either volunteer as a first responder or do some time in the armed forces. Women can play sports too, but cheerleading, band, glee, majorettes is recommended.

If you take what I say personally, I usually feel bad. I rarely get personal, only with hubby.

~emma ruth

teeth + tooth

t EE th + t OO th

because of Tara Jean right? she’s tryna to use my name, right? tryna to use me to be an artist. well, let me tell you something, imma gonna get my smile back.

And I am most certainly am a Princess Royal of Visayas. I’m a MASTER Artisan.

Y’all thought you were clever. But I fought every battle and WIN.

Moreover, Imma about to leave.

~emma ruth

Aftermath

Oh last night I was fighting with Anne Curtis-Smith in the Philippines. I’m pissed off that she and her colleagues have been using me and my family to advance in their acting careers and profit from me considerably. She was never my friend, she’s at least a generation and half younger and I’m not her fucking dog or her fucking cat. I was her MENTOR, that fucking ingrate. Do you know what I did for your show and your fucking network. You fucking ingrates. I’m AMERICAN, you dolts. I TAUGHT your asses HOW TO FUCKING read and COUNT.

And then she wants all my boyfriends. She’s even a mistress of a Keanu Reeves. Dunno why he would choose her. She ain’t shit.

Yes, Rundell, we’ll collaborate for emmaruth.org. yes, that’s in the offing. Well that’s not your actual name, but because you’re from Kentucky, I will encourage cooperative efforts for national security and the betterment of mankind. You’re alright, but you did try to give me a RUNDELL [virus]. But I fought through it and now I’m basically INVINCIBLE.

Alyssa Sandoval. Yes, you can be a 1972, but don’t ever touch my name. You’re with Maybelline Deleon. She’s either your sister, half-sister, or cousin. I’m related to Maybelline, but prolly not to you.

So that’s why you wanted to use my name, Tara Jean. I see. Well, now I am “Primaessa Mercy Stroemann” because of your underhanded manipulation behind the scenes. I put you in check, girl.

I have two 1972 half-sister twins. 3/13/72. My Father and her Mother is a Reeves. And then Anne Sara from Canada. She’s a Capricorn – like 12/26. Same Father, my Mother’s cousin perhaps. I’m still my Father’s first child because 1972 is a Leap Year, ADAR II – I am 13/13/72 which roughly translates to 2/22/72. So I still am ON TOP.

No shade intended, Brit. Just had to cover my ass because of haters and the “Friendly Fire” from Tara Jean.

Oh Philippines. I hope you didn’t take my venom too much to heart. I just hope your leaders do not allow those like anne curtis-smith to use me for profit. Especially my name. Warmest Regards, Philippines.

When I’m mad, I’m vicious and I’ll try to rip you a new asshole. I can be quite mean and punishing. I’m part Lizard you know. SNAKE-Dragon

~emma ruth

I don’t apologize usually, but I do explain why I am such a BITCH.

Oh yes, I was fighting with a 1973 who has also been tryna to use my name. She thinks she’s clever – Su. right? but that’s also me and YOU WILL NEVER HAVE ST or rvth. So I win. And I knocked you out of the game. KO. I WIN

social media + Trump

I almost got locked out of one of my old gmail accounts. fixed it.

reddit – you’re a liar, a cheater and have absolutely no authority over me. I’m THE everywhere. You Reddit are another one of my hateful cats.

That’s not the real Donald Trump. Your President? He was adopted by THE Trump family of New York. The Real Donald Trump isn’t a blonde nor ORANGE. He’s a WASP in Georgia married to Marla Maples. He’s been shitting all over the Trump family name in a DEAD world. In Fact THE Donald Trump went to PENN and has brown hair and brown eyes, you poor lost pathetic soles.

Welcome to your reality. Version 99. Get a real life, you dead cats. The CLAN put up WALLS a long time ago so that you don’t come into their worlds. And I’m one of their favorite nieces – Emma Ruth, strawberry brunette with the saddle shoes.

Reeves – my Step-Father, Mr. Keanu Reeves. Earl Temp has always been my husband. But John Henry is his cousin. And it’s been a conflict because of this.

All the John Wicks are under the age of 40. Started acting around age 29.

First-String, especially Quarterbacks come straight out of NY, tri-state or New England and our kissing cousins down South – But only the ones that are TRUE BLUE Southern DEMOCRATS.

Every actor who made it big it in Hollywood are replacements using names that don’t belong to them. Our favored cats and dogs

~emma ruth