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En Memoriam – My Husband

Sitting here wasted and wounded
With this old piano
Trying hard to capture
The moment this morning I don’t know
‘Cause a bottle of vodka
Still lodged in my head
And some blonde gave me nightmares
Think that she’s still in my bed
As I dream about movies
They won’t make of me when I’m dead

With an ironclad fist
I wake up and French kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps
Its own beat in my head
While we’re talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love the truth and what you mean to me
And the truth is, baby you’re all that I need

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed of nails
Oh, I wanna be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well I’m so far away
Step that I takes on my way home
A king’s ransom in dimes I give each night
To see through this payphone
Still I run out of time
Or it’s hard to get through
‘Til’ the bird on the wire flies me back to you
I’ll just close my eyes and whisper
Baby blind love is true

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed of nails
Oh, I wanna be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well, this hotel bar’s hangover whiskey’s gone dry
The barkeeper’s wig’s crooked
And she’s giving me the eye
I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died, ooh yeah

Now as you close your eyes
Know I’ll be thinking about you
While my mistress she calls me
To stand in her spotlight again
Tonight I won’t be alone
But you know that don’t mean I’m not lonely
I’ve got nothing to prove
For it’s you that I’d die to defend

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed of nails
Oh, I wanna be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down
I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down
On a bed of roses

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Jon Bon Jovi

Bed of Roses lyrics © Tunecore, Universal Music Publishing Group

rubber duckie

yes, i was relieved to be banned from Terris. I considered it fortuitous. Especially since they banned me twice. Lucky Duckie I am.

i’m from another realm. Yes, I learned some skills while I was there. That skill set has assisted me on other projects since then.

i suppose last nite I waddled like a duck a bit, for the other ducks.

Where my ducks at? From the front the back. And if you’re feeling that, then put one wing up. Can you waddle that? Tryna to take my kazoo. No I don’t need that. so don’t waddle waddle.

No, Terris is based in NY/FL/TX with partners from Europe. It’s black ops.

~emma ruth

Oct 1 1924 – Dec 29 2024

This is my President. In many ways, I already died.

I’m going to 53. Dying since 1988. Please leave me alone. I like to be alone. It’s a sign of old age and impending death.

I’d appreciate it if the current administration stops using me. You’re not my President. I voted for Kamala Harris.

~emma ruth

Cancerian Sun, Scorpio decanate, ruled by Neptune – Sag/Pisces, Moon also a planet of mine – in Taurus

Cancer women are extremely emotionally intelligent. They’re experts at reading a situation and their intuition is so strong they can basically read your mind. And if you’ve earned the honor of being a Cancer’s loved one, you know that they will care for you and take care of you no matter what. They’re natural givers who love to nurture—and even spoil—their friends, family, and romantic partners.

https://www.cosmopolitan.com/sex-love/a36167081/cancer-woman

Those born under this sign are known for their passion and determination and often have a strong sense of identity. Scorpios are driven, ambitious people who are unafraid to take risks to get what they want. They have a powerful intuition and can often ‘sense’ things before anyone else does. The eighth sign of the zodiac, Scorpios often have an intense energy that can be both fascinating and intimidating. They tend to be quite secretive, and it’s hard for them to trust others easily. On the other hand, they are fiercely loyal and will do anything for those they consider family or friends. All in all, Scorpios are mysterious, passionate individuals who will defend their loved ones to the end.

https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/scorpio-women-personality-traits-characteristics-173215051.html

Apparently not made entirely of flesh and blood, there is just something about her way of floating into space like a magical goddess, always dressed in flowing silks. Her aura of wisdom experience instantly gives you the impression that you are dealing with a very old soul. Like rivers and seas, Piscean woman swims in and have intense feelings and high personality undertakings

Ruled by Neptune, and symbolized by two swimming Fishes, this water sign has an exceptionally powerful, empathic and sensitive personality. Fishes women also possess spiritual or intuitive qualities and often bring these abilities to use in the work of their life. Whether it’s her own instincts, her thoughts, or the realm of spirituality and faith, she puts a lot of focus on the unknown in her life.

https://www.astroyogi.com/zodiac-signs/pisces/woman

~emma ruth

Goodbye for now

I’ve decided to prepare to leave by this weekend. I won’t return online for some time.

Keanu Reeves 1964 is an angel who died in 1964 at age 27. He’s gorgeous, a virgin, and an angel. His year is 1936 just like my Father Cesar Mario Omela Concepcion.

Everyone loves the angel. who wouldn’t? he’s an angel, albeit dead. But you’re never supposed to fall in love with angels.

Like you were never supposed to fall in love with me.

I contacted the Texas Attorney General Mr. Paxton to start criminal proceedings against Alyssa Sandoval and her criminal cohorts as well as the fake Keanu Reeves and his boys and boy toys.

I was raped at age 18. Alyssa’s criminal friends and terris were involved. They also murdered my Mother.

Cheerio

~emma ruth

Happy Birthday Uncle Litong {Cerelito] – Cyril’s Papa

https://www.etsy.com/listing/1485915540/uncle-birthday-card-a-special-uncle

Almost forgot that today is your birthday, Cerelito. You die back in 2011 at age 50. Today you are supposed to be 64 years of age HERE, but dunno your actual age THERE. I hope you can assist your son over there if needs be.

Best wishes always, Litong. I thought Cyril would leave here on this day and not last week. But he has his reasons.

You were mad at me, Cerelito when you had to go. I hope I made up for some of it by now.

xoxo

~Ruthie