Preparing to Leave

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I really hope the only man I meet with when I finally return to World Trade is my own FATHER. Go fuck yourself John Wick. Go fuck yourself Keanu Reeves. I don’t need either of you. I have something much better – MY Father. Go fuck yourselves. Go fuck each other in the ass, motherfuckers.

You lying sacks of shit.

I will just meet with my Father. I’m not interested in dating right now. But yes, my first husband is Earl Temp. We’re not together any longer though. Perhaps I do have 24 kiddos of my own. That’ll keep me verra busy.

~emma ruth

Why

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Why did that happen to my lil cousin, Cyril? I guess he had to go somewhere in a hurry, because he’s only 32. He may be in the hospital on a ventilator HERE, but since there’s no brain activity HERE, that means he most likely is over THERE. Who can fathom the ways of the Lord. Not many I surmise.

I dunno when exactly I’m leaving, but I should be able to run into Cyril at World Trade.

I let him know about two years ago to take good care of himself. I knew he’d run into problems. But something like this no one really expected.

Not to a healthy 32 year old filipino male. Please do consider making your son an organ donor, no matter whatever other decisions you make concerning him.

~emma ruth

Ivana + World Trade

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Ivana, you’re barely 30. My lil cousin who is as young as some of my nieces and nephews. Well, I was upset with you for ditching your family and running off to NJ to live with your boyfriend who is now your fiance. My family had hoped that you would stay in NY and with Bonit and your family. Work as an RN in NYC and then purchase a home in Bayside, Queens close to Bonit for you and your mom and your brothers. We also hoped that you would encourage your brothers to finish school and get good jobs so that they too can marry like you are about to as well.

You have your reasons, Ivana. I know you miss your Father. I know you went thru some hard times because he dies in 2012. Well who is to say what would’ve happened if you did it the way Bonit and your Tito Cesar and Tita Emma had hoped. But I hope now, during another family crisis, that you’re there for your Mama and your brothers in their time of need. We know you’re planning your dream wedding this May, but do what you can for your family.

What I’ll try to do is from World Trade if I get there before this month is through. I’ll put in a request for Cyril. I sorta can see him. He’s at a terminal reading and writing. Death usually isn’t final. Natives say… “It’s like walking from this world into the next.”

~Ruti

Good Evening

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I just woke up a few moments ago. I don’t know why my little cousin, Cyril is in the hospital. My Dad went to visit him. I’ll find out details later. It might be serious.

I haven’t heard back from the email provider about my account, but it is a Sunday. Mebbe tomorrow.

My dreams were about family. Dana and Bonit were in my dreams.

Yes, I sorta knew I wasn’t gonna leave today when I ate Filipino Jollibee Chicken Sandwich for dinner last nite. Whenever there’s chicken I usually don’t leave the next day.

So let’s try 3/16 and/or 3/25.

~emma ruth

World Trade

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Well, I should be leaving for World Trade between now and next Sunday. I think I’m ready. I’m pretty sure I can handle myself out there. Well, I usually don’t say I’m filipino because of being the particular Visayan mix that I am. However, my parentals are from the Philippines. Most filipinos usually don’t recognize that I’m from the Philippines region. Always a look of surprise. Though for the past few years I looked like HELL got a MAC Truck and ran me over a couple of times.

I’ll be taking my Dad and my brother with me, especially my younger brother, Kris. I’m from World Trade. There are 3 main worlds in the third rock from the Sun – reignbow, world trade, and seeden. Most of you are in ‘reignbow’ and don’t have access to World Trade. Seeden is usually off-limits to most.

Or so i figured out in my ‘rudimentary’ calculations.

I just gotta get out of this form so I can actually have a semblance of a life worth living. Why did this happen to me? A myriad of reasons, but a weaker mortal would’ve crumbled under the pressure and perished. It takes tremendous pressure to make a ‘diamond’ from coal.

`~emma ruth