Tara Jean

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Well, that’s the thing, Tara Jean, they let me know that you’re gonna be spending more time with “Angelana Oquano”. I sorta got bumped out of that scene. I was edited out of your life and you were edited out of mine. No hard feelings, though.

You’re younger than me, Tara Jean. I was hoping you’d spend time with women your own age and own year. It can be toxic if you don’t. That’s why I put annie, connie, christina, mary, lillian with you, so you can have the right girl gang. Oh Violet too. And of course your besties from Cleveland and Hofstra. I mean if I see you at a formal function, I’ll be polite and considerate, but I have to give you your space to grow and flourish. That’s why I let you know to spend time with the kiddos in your class and not me when you turned around 11 or 12 yo. And to love your older sister and listen to your Mom and always be your Father’s ‘Angel’.

I’m not too mad at you. My anger is verra Arien. Aries are quick to anger, but quick to forget. We just blow up a lot, but then an hour later we’re wuvvie-duvvie. I may get angry and say vile things sometimes, but I’m ‘good’ about two hours later. You just gotta give me time to get over it and accept certain things that piss me off.

No, I won’t include Hofstra because that’s also Harvard, in a roundabout way. Cornell and Harvard have similar colors. That’s why you’re Cornell. And yes, you did get into New York University. I don’t include too many schools in my bio.

Dominican Academy. I was wondering why you didn’t at least get into St. Vincent Ferrer. St. John’s Prepatory is a verra good school though and that’s one of yours. I dunno what the Academy is going to do about adding St. Aloysius and Ridgewood High. Is it another huge yearbook? Or is it just honorees//inductees? I dunno. But you don’t have to use me as a reference. Your cousin, Danielle, is already Dominican Academy, especially thru her sister Janine.

But you have both Grover Cleveland and Christ the King, which is what one really needs. A President and Jesus. Can’t go wrong there.

Oh, livejournal usually brings out the beast in me. Those numbers and witches can be a-holes. I usually end up imploding and have explosive angry scenes. I’m calmer now that I’m in my own ‘domain’. Lions need that. They need their own ‘domain.’ They get cranky if they don’t.

Your moon is in Leo.

~emma ruth

The Devil’s Own

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not only am I 9-9-9 as Emma Ruth “Emma Ruth”

but i am also 0-6-6-6 – my numerology challenge numbers – 7/7/72

The Devil’s Own… a most arduous task to uptake… more fragile mortals would die in every attempt…. but not me… I make it look like a casual stroll thru the park… with weapons… dangerous weapons…

~emma ruth

11-11

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11-11. My Gemini Ascendant is at 11 degrees as is my Sagittarius Descendant – 11 degrees.

there’s you’re 11. My taurus moon is at 27 degrees and sits in my 12th house. Saturn and Venus are conjunct my first house and each other… around 11 degrees Gemini.

~emma ruth

6 degrees of separation

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Oh Thurman – Uma Thurman and Ciccone – Madonna Ciccone

I had it right to say half-german and half-italian. But Valeria Von’Tog looks “Irish”. Or Viking Irish.

Terris: My Handle is JPavino. And my characters:

  1. Valeria Von’Tog – half-giant fighter, warriors guild, Temple of War [Zir]
  2. Zara Coventry – human sorcerer, warlocks guild, Temple of Death [Worcester]
  3. Persephone Wynd – elf wizard, wizards guild, Temple of Fate [Kyria]

They all wanted those characters and to roleplay Emma Ruth. That should be a ‘class’ in your realms. The race is “celestine’. The guild is “HER”. Yes, Sheba’s cat can be the Guildmaster.

~emma ruth

Dream Lover: John Wick

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My dream lover is John Wick. John Wick Numero Uno. Not really the actor, KR. But his character, John Wick. He is damn FINE. I want to get a room in the Continental with him and then tell him, “Loverboy, break the fucking bed.” “But, darling, make sure I’m in it.”

I hope to run into John Wick at the Continental at World Trade in a week or so.

Oh, Earl Temp. Oh yah, I know that girlie wants him. He’s my first husband. Or is it Earl Temp “Reeves.” Dunno how they worked that out.

Why am I into John? Look at the way he loves his wife, Helen. From the franchise, we learned:

  1. Never mess with a Man’s Wife.
  2. Never mess with a Man’s Car
  3. Never mess with a Man’s dog

And because I am the Nadie Importante to His Baba Yaga.

We’d make a daring duo. Dangerous even.

~emma ruth

Vocation

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The last job I had was as my Mama’s caregiver until she dies in 2018. Before that I worked in Cargo at Varig Brazilian Airlines as a ticketing agent.

I was working black ops projects fot the last decade and usually my cover is that I’m an Academy Instructor.

Now, I’m going to be a model, actress, singer, poet, artist, mommy, wife and of course a Royal Princess. And just be f-ing fabulous.

~emma ruth

Confirmation Name: Allaire

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This is a gorgeous song. That model, gen z “IT” girl, Cara Delevingne can really sing. Love her vocals. Gorgeous voice.

The name I chose for my confirmation in 7th grade is “Allaire”. One of my old friends, Danielle, chose “Claire.” So I wanted something French and similar to hers. I had a conversation with Sonia Zabala about it. And we stumbled on the name – “Allaire.” It was a EUREKA moment. Allaire is French for Hilary. Hilary means “Cheerful” in French. So one of my personal saints is St. Hilary. This was way before the Clintons showed up. I became Allaire in 1985. Clintons showed up in 1992.

Allaire is a town in New Jersey. It’s also a principality-commune in France.

I derive my Hawaiian name from Allaire. “Leilara” which I say means warm, fragrant mountain mist. Ariella Archer is another name I use. Ariella means Lion of God. I can be quite the regal Lion too. El Arial, La Ariel.

They even covet my confirmation name. It’s just so f-ing incredible to be me.

~emma ruth