Vocation

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© Danni

The last job I had was as my Mama’s caregiver until she dies in 2018. Before that I worked in Cargo at Varig Brazilian Airlines as a ticketing agent.

I was working black ops projects fot the last decade and usually my cover is that I’m an Academy Instructor.

Now, I’m going to be a model, actress, singer, poet, artist, mommy, wife and of course a Royal Princess. And just be f-ing fabulous.

~emma ruth

Confirmation Name: Allaire

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This is a gorgeous song. That model, gen z “IT” girl, Cara Delevingne can really sing. Love her vocals. Gorgeous voice.

The name I chose for my confirmation in 7th grade is “Allaire”. One of my old friends, Danielle, chose “Claire.” So I wanted something French and similar to hers. I had a conversation with Sonia Zabala about it. And we stumbled on the name – “Allaire.” It was a EUREKA moment. Allaire is French for Hilary. Hilary means “Cheerful” in French. So one of my personal saints is St. Hilary. This was way before the Clintons showed up. I became Allaire in 1985. Clintons showed up in 1992.

Allaire is a town in New Jersey. It’s also a principality-commune in France.

I derive my Hawaiian name from Allaire. “Leilara” which I say means warm, fragrant mountain mist. Ariella Archer is another name I use. Ariella means Lion of God. I can be quite the regal Lion too. El Arial, La Ariel.

They even covet my confirmation name. It’s just so f-ing incredible to be me.

~emma ruth

Birthday Girl

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my DOB is 7/7/72… my Destiny No. is 33. I’m a 33. If you know my social security no, then you would know that destiny no. is correct.

I’m an 8 of diamonds. I have two Planetery Ruling Cards. 10 of Diamonds and 10 of Clubs. A 7-7 and a 10-10. My karma cards are the Queen of Spades and the 7 of clubs. I sometimes use the DOB 12/11/88 or ’90… that’s a 7 of clubs.

My numerological profile is almost the exact twin of Marilyn Monroe’s profile. She’s an 8-5-3. I’m an 8-3-5. I’m as gorgeous as Marilyn Monroe. However, I always aspired to live up to the standards of Dame Audrey Hepburn.

I’m a Lorelai Lee/Holly Golightly mix.

I must be the best of both worlds. Glamorous Hollywood Showgirl and Noblesse Oblige Old Money.

~emma ruth

Jessica Roxanne Pavino

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© Nothus1 ‘Alt Hist WW2’

Back in the 90s I made a special agent name – JPavino – Jessica Roxanne Pavino – “Jessa”

I made the alias because of the black ops work I was doing. And because so many coveted my name – Emma Ruth Zerna Concepcion. So I created Jessa – half german and half italian. Because my name is also “Poem Nazer Thurman-Ciccone.”

I’m pure unimaginable intoxicating poetry. Every one wants to be me. My cats lost their f-ing minds when I told them my actual name. So they decided to try to take my special agent name – JPavino and Emma Ruth. JPavino is also ‘VIP Joan’. That’s me.

You just don’t know how badly they stalked me and a concerted world-wide effort to try to steal my GOLDEN Birthrite as a Royal Princess and my Father’s daughter.

My Father is Cesar Omela Concepcion. Omela is омела in russian and it means ‘Mistletoe’. He’s 2/2. Well formally, 2/2/49. But his year should be ’36. I mean these crazy cat girls wanted my 1969 Golden Brown Camaro which is named ‘Ruti’ after me. They all lose their minds when they see me.

~emma ruth

stalkers

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© DanDeerBuck ‘The Lion Guard Kiara and Her Lion Cubs”

Terris… sadly some of your AI dogs and cats stalked me for the last 3 decades. Not entirely just Terris, but Tara Jean was stalking me too. Those in my own town stalked me for a verra long time. Well I am a local celebrity and a Princess Royal, so I understand the ‘little people.’

Oh, Alyssa… I’m not your Mother. And you know what, I’m damn glad I’m not.

Y’all need to leave me alone. Yes, the WORLD went out of it’s way to try to destroy, ruin me and KILL me. But I answered the challenge, fought back, and WON. And now I’m about to live a life I earned on merit. For me, my younger brother Kris, my Dads, and Mama. I worked damn hard, fought every battle that came my way. And time after time, I won and I will continue to win.

Because they all want to be “Emma Ruth”. That’s why I will duel to the death anyone who claims to be me. I am THE. THE Emma Ruth. The one and only. I’m the best at being me, at being EMMA RUTH. No one can do it like I do. And no one ever will.

I mean they were f-ing out of their minds, tryna to twin my ass. 🤣

Oh, KCR…. those projects were just about completed over a year ago, Good Sir. We hope you got your Oscar and other accolades. I do damn good work, Good Sir.

And now I’m preparing to leave. I’m not who I am because of them… but in SPITE of them.

~emma ruth

Leader

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© Zardanis – “Voulous Necros Mistress of the Shrouds”

I wouldn’t say I’m a Leader, but I often behave like an alpha. I dislike listening to anyone. I like to do things on my own and in my own way. I don’t take anyone’s shit. I just might punch you in the face if you try to get bossy with me. If I didn’t ask you, then please STFU. I ain’t anyone’s dog. I do things for myself and just to please myself.
You do you and I’ll do me. MYOB, stay in your own lane…. because if you don’t…. I’ll run you the F- over.

~emma ruth

Royal Princess

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© Awanaki ‘Pious Warrior of Vamius’

I don’t watch any programming. There shouldn’t even ever be a television in my house. Moreover, I doubt I’d ever subscribe to an online streaming site.

No, I don’t read books any more. I read close to 3000 already.

But I will blog, listen to music, and do art, music, and poetry. I think I’m even a ‘model’.

Imma gonna travel and be a royal princess.

they all wanted to be me because i’m a royal princess.

~emma ruth

academy

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The Princesses are:

  1. Emma Ruth – Princess of Visayas
  2. Danielle – Country Princess
  3. Cecilia Chan – Princess of Canton

no, we’re not adding anyone to our Academy. Just two honorees – Anna and Jacqueline Tuttolomondo.

Most of you can remain at St. Aloysius Academy.

I don’t care too much. Don’t take it personally. I’m just verra selfish.

~emma ruth

I’m about to leave

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Terris. I completed all the necessary quests. you can see all my work on livejournal, insanejournal, dreamwidth, scribbld, and deadjournal. I doubt I’ll ever return there.

Immortal? Moi. Something to consider. Where did my little friends go? I saw the ‘Burning Building.’ I’m verra close to leaving. No, I don’t want to be part of an rpg, a mud. Have no interest in that. Imma gonna travel and indulge in love-making.

I did a lot for others who didn’t earn my consideration and assistance. They’re pig ingrates. I did what I could to enlighten their verra small minds.

Pay it Forward.

~emma ruth

Enima – Wrist Money

I’m gonna be 53 in a few months. 53, but look and feel as young as 27. It’s great being a senior. I only go where my generation is – GEN X. I’ll avoid all other generations. I’m also very selfish and self-absorbed. Unabashedly so.

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© Tacalvin

‘Blasian Pop Art’

~emma ruth