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Ivana + World Trade

https://www.deviantart.com/carmelindajane/art/Crowned-5-1168798463

© Carmelinda Jane “Crowned 5”

Ivana, you’re barely 30. My lil cousin who is as young as some of my nieces and nephews. Well, I was upset with you for ditching your family and running off to NJ to live with your boyfriend who is now your fiance. My family had hoped that you would stay in NY and with Bonit and your family. Work as an RN in NYC and then purchase a home in Bayside, Queens close to Bonit for you and your mom and your brothers. We also hoped that you would encourage your brothers to finish school and get good jobs so that they too can marry like you are about to as well.

You have your reasons, Ivana. I know you miss your Father. I know you went thru some hard times because he dies in 2012. Well who is to say what would’ve happened if you did it the way Bonit and your Tito Cesar and Tita Emma had hoped. But I hope now, during another family crisis, that you’re there for your Mama and your brothers in their time of need. We know you’re planning your dream wedding this May, but do what you can for your family.

What I’ll try to do is from World Trade if I get there before this month is through. I’ll put in a request for Cyril. I sorta can see him. He’s at a terminal reading and writing. Death usually isn’t final. Natives say… “It’s like walking from this world into the next.”

~Ruti

Dearest Haters

https://www.deviantart.com/angel777studio/art/Women-1168424420

© Angel 777 Studio “Women”

This is for haters, especially from a MUD – Terris, who waited over 3 decades to tell me something I already know. And the sentiment is still the same: I just don’t give a fuck.

Is it getting better?
Or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you now?
You got someone to blame

You say, one love, one life
When it’s one need in the night
One love, we get to share it
Leaves you baby if you don’t care for it

Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without

Well it’s too late tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We’re one but we’re not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One!

Have you come here for forgiveness?
Have you come to raise the dead?
Have you come here to play Jesus?
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much? More than a lot
You gave me nothin’ now it’s all I got
We’re one but we’re not the same
Well we hurt each other then we do it again

You say love is a temple, love a higher law
Love is a temple, love the higher law
You ask me to enter but then you make me crawl
And I can’t be holdin’ on to what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love, one blood
One life, you got to do what you should
One life, with each other
Sisters, brothers

One life but we’re not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One
One

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Paul David Hewson / Adam Clayton / Larry Mullen / Dave Evans

One lyrics © Polygram Int. Music Publishing B.v.

To haters with revenge fantasies and delusions of grandeur who should I know I ain’t thinkin’ about you. 1. You ain’t making me 2. You ain’t breaking me

And in the big scheme of things… for me? You just don’t matter.

~emma ruth

Tiara

https://www.deviantart.com/naamaire/art/Naamaire6207-1135322986

© Naamaire “Naamaire6207”

i should’ve also added, ‘You just have revenge fantasies. Yet, I still have a Tiara. And unlike you, I’m actually ACADEMY.”

Country. Oh is Kentucky, butthurt? I like Senator Mitch Mcconnell. And another illustrious alumnus from KY – Mr. Muhammad Ali. Sometimes you get it right, Kentucky. No hard feelings, ok. I just sick and tired of Rundell. I can outsing her, outperform her any day and any time. And I’d actually be picked up by a big studio, unlike her. Why? That ain’t her name. It is always mine. And I actually have talent.

I’m Country by way of the Virginias, Georgia, and Washington DC. Preacher’s Daughter and Clan. Ain’t got a quarrel with y’all. It’s ‘copacetic.’

Oh, and also add – I’m still THE Emma Ruth.

~emma ruth

Song Dedication: Dickhead

https://www.deviantart.com/naamaire/art/Naamaire7980-1168690608

© Naamaire “Naamaire7980′

Oh my what a song. Who is dedicating this to me?

Someone has revenge fantasies.

My response: Yes, I am a Dickhead. But you know what? I’m still better than you. Thanks for the song. It’s wonderful to know that I had such an effect on my fans. Keep the hate coming. I’m still better than you’ll ever be.

~emma ruth

Good Evening

https://www.deviantart.com/millleniumcircus/art/TURN-AROUND-HE-IS-THERE-1168797932

© Millenium Circus “Turn Around He is There”

I just woke up a few moments ago. I don’t know why my little cousin, Cyril is in the hospital. My Dad went to visit him. I’ll find out details later. It might be serious.

I haven’t heard back from the email provider about my account, but it is a Sunday. Mebbe tomorrow.

My dreams were about family. Dana and Bonit were in my dreams.

Yes, I sorta knew I wasn’t gonna leave today when I ate Filipino Jollibee Chicken Sandwich for dinner last nite. Whenever there’s chicken I usually don’t leave the next day.

So let’s try 3/16 and/or 3/25.

~emma ruth

monarch butterfly, T, X

https://www.deviantart.com/digitalmuses/art/Late-night-Art-I-don-t-Remember-Making-1160802589

© Digital Muses “Late Night Art I Don’t Remember Making”

E M – 31 13. already there.

T – 72

X = E R A – 5 18 1 – 24 – Emma Ruth Allaire

and even E R A Z – 50

E R A Z C – 53 – A or 5*3- 15 – O, 35 – I 51 – Y

R Z C – 47 – U

E A C – 9 – I

25 – Emma Ruth Allaire Concepcion

15 – Zerna Concepcion

~emma ruth

clumsy + review

https://www.deviantart.com/mort-aux-arts/art/Lord-Granny-Smith-1168687729

© Mort Aux Arts “Lord Granny Smith”

I’m glad I’m not using livejournal or other platforms for blogging anymore. I was having problems with those I was working with on several platforms. I often behaved clumsily because I misread the binary code. And sometimes they intended for me to do that. Really was quite maddening.

I’m THE. uno, dos, tres, and cuatro are my house plants.

Well my “Norma Jean” is “Emma Ruth”

My Joelene Dimaggio is Jessica Roxanne Pavino.

My Marilyn Monroe is Mistlen ‘Mittens” Mirore

My Edda Van Heemstra is Danthrine Van Filmark

My Audrey Kathleen Hepburn is Eudrey Cathlene Vipherd

My Holly Golightly is Cherry O’ Softly

My Lorelei Lee is Laurel Lonnel

i’m either leaving on my piscean birthday 3/16 or the following Sunday 3/25.

~emma ruth