Jessica Roxanne Pavino

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Back in the 90s I made a special agent name – JPavino – Jessica Roxanne Pavino – “Jessa”

I made the alias because of the black ops work I was doing. And because so many coveted my name – Emma Ruth Zerna Concepcion. So I created Jessa – half german and half italian. Because my name is also “Poem Nazer Thurman-Ciccone.”

I’m pure unimaginable intoxicating poetry. Every one wants to be me. My cats lost their f-ing minds when I told them my actual name. So they decided to try to take my special agent name – JPavino and Emma Ruth. JPavino is also ‘VIP Joan’. That’s me.

You just don’t know how badly they stalked me and a concerted world-wide effort to try to steal my GOLDEN Birthrite as a Royal Princess and my Father’s daughter.

My Father is Cesar Omela Concepcion. Omela is омела in russian and it means ‘Mistletoe’. He’s 2/2. Well formally, 2/2/49. But his year should be ’36. I mean these crazy cat girls wanted my 1969 Golden Brown Camaro which is named ‘Ruti’ after me. They all lose their minds when they see me.

~emma ruth

stalkers

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© DanDeerBuck ‘The Lion Guard Kiara and Her Lion Cubs”

Terris… sadly some of your AI dogs and cats stalked me for the last 3 decades. Not entirely just Terris, but Tara Jean was stalking me too. Those in my own town stalked me for a verra long time. Well I am a local celebrity and a Princess Royal, so I understand the ‘little people.’

Oh, Alyssa… I’m not your Mother. And you know what, I’m damn glad I’m not.

Y’all need to leave me alone. Yes, the WORLD went out of it’s way to try to destroy, ruin me and KILL me. But I answered the challenge, fought back, and WON. And now I’m about to live a life I earned on merit. For me, my younger brother Kris, my Dads, and Mama. I worked damn hard, fought every battle that came my way. And time after time, I won and I will continue to win.

Because they all want to be “Emma Ruth”. That’s why I will duel to the death anyone who claims to be me. I am THE. THE Emma Ruth. The one and only. I’m the best at being me, at being EMMA RUTH. No one can do it like I do. And no one ever will.

I mean they were f-ing out of their minds, tryna to twin my ass. 🤣

Oh, KCR…. those projects were just about completed over a year ago, Good Sir. We hope you got your Oscar and other accolades. I do damn good work, Good Sir.

And now I’m preparing to leave. I’m not who I am because of them… but in SPITE of them.

~emma ruth

Leader

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© Zardanis – “Voulous Necros Mistress of the Shrouds”

I wouldn’t say I’m a Leader, but I often behave like an alpha. I dislike listening to anyone. I like to do things on my own and in my own way. I don’t take anyone’s shit. I just might punch you in the face if you try to get bossy with me. If I didn’t ask you, then please STFU. I ain’t anyone’s dog. I do things for myself and just to please myself.
You do you and I’ll do me. MYOB, stay in your own lane…. because if you don’t…. I’ll run you the F- over.

~emma ruth

Royal Princess

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© Awanaki ‘Pious Warrior of Vamius’

I don’t watch any programming. There shouldn’t even ever be a television in my house. Moreover, I doubt I’d ever subscribe to an online streaming site.

No, I don’t read books any more. I read close to 3000 already.

But I will blog, listen to music, and do art, music, and poetry. I think I’m even a ‘model’.

Imma gonna travel and be a royal princess.

they all wanted to be me because i’m a royal princess.

~emma ruth

I’m about to leave

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Terris. I completed all the necessary quests. you can see all my work on livejournal, insanejournal, dreamwidth, scribbld, and deadjournal. I doubt I’ll ever return there.

Immortal? Moi. Something to consider. Where did my little friends go? I saw the ‘Burning Building.’ I’m verra close to leaving. No, I don’t want to be part of an rpg, a mud. Have no interest in that. Imma gonna travel and indulge in love-making.

I did a lot for others who didn’t earn my consideration and assistance. They’re pig ingrates. I did what I could to enlighten their verra small minds.

Pay it Forward.

~emma ruth

Enima – Wrist Money

I’m gonna be 53 in a few months. 53, but look and feel as young as 27. It’s great being a senior. I only go where my generation is – GEN X. I’ll avoid all other generations. I’m also very selfish and self-absorbed. Unabashedly so.

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‘Blasian Pop Art’

~emma ruth

World Trade or Bust

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© Tacalvin

‘Blasian Pop Art’

With me, it isn’t about what I do and what I did. It was about what I failed to do. Sometimes, I don’t do enough. To be an “Angel”, you have to do it all. To be in the armed forces you must go beyond and above the call of duty.

I didn’t do enough for Justine Kim nor the Altanas and then assorted cousins, aunts, and uncles in my family. Those are blemishes on a pristine record. I usually go by the book and don’t deviate. But it wasn’t what I do or did, but what I failed to do.

Terris? That’s so 1990s. I have no interest in your rpg or your realms. I made my own realms – Pilgarion and Hesperides where I am the Creator. I thought most of your ai dogs and cats were terrorists. I call them the Terris Taliban. Sadly most of them were just lonely teens who dropped out of high school.

I’m from a top 1% Academy.. I am a Trustee’s Scholar of New York University. I’m ivy-educated and graduated from Columbia-Barnard with a degree in economics and political science. I’m a New Yorker. I’m usually gorgeous.

I don’t necessarily need you Terris, but you sure as hell needed me.

~emma ruth

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1. Academies: St. Aloysius [world trade], Dominican Academy, Philips Exeter, Glen Oaks Academy
2. P.S. 143: Grover Cleveland, Ridgewood High, Brooklyn Tech
3. Alma Maters: New York University [Trustee’s Scholar] + Columbia University [barnard]
4. Father: Sacred Heart Convent [Manila, PI], St. Catherine of Alexandria [visayas]
5. Mother: Immaculate Heart [tanjay], St. Luke’s [Manila, PI], Silliman [Dumaguete]
6. Lola: St. James the Greater [negros oriental]
7. PBI: Medgar Evers [brooklyn, ny]
8. Native: Visayathwa Community College [quooklyn, ny]
9. Armed Forces: Army [Lolo Vincente – Veteran] + Merchant Marines [Father]
10. sororities: alpha omnicron pi and alpha kappa alpha and mother’s sorority
11. .orgs – House of Ruth, Emmanuel Community, Lionheart Catholics, Marians of the Immaculate Conception, St. Agnes Parish [Grainfield, Kansas], The Altar Society [Grainfield, Kansas], Ladies Organization [Grainfield, Kansas], St. Hilary Foundation, Allaire Foundation, House of David, House of David Ministries, House of David Preservation, House of David Ministries, Inc.
12. abroad: Academy of Art at Cairo, Cairo University, American University [cairo]
13. Honor Society: AHANA
14. Trade School: Travel Institute of NY
14a. Night School: PACE
15. Community College – CUNY- Staten Island
16. SUNY – Albany [President’s Scholar]
17. Honorific Titles: Princess of Visayas, Princess of Maharlika, Queen of the South Seas, Queen’s Consort to New York, Imperial Rose of Ollwx, Black Lily of Death [Sirena], Moon [Buwan] Sampaguita de Concepción, Red Araka Dahlia {“Tempest” ~’Ānela Obijiwa} of Negros Oriental, Golden Lotus of Negros Occidental, RoyalAngel, RoyalDaemon, Nadie Importante
17a. Pageantry: Miss New York, Miss Negros Oriental, Miss Visayathwa, Miss Visaii, Miss Ollwx, Miss омела, Miss Cadíz, Miss Maharlikastan, Miss World representing Miss Canada, Miss Universe [VS Angel] representing Miss Visayas, Wilhemina Model, Debutante [Tri-state], Our Lady of Immaculate Conception ~ Emmanuele :: St. Catherine of Alexandria, Mary St. Magdalene, Michaelmas, Angel Yeiayel. Arkdaemon Lasher, Dominican Order, Grenadines, AOII, AKA, ΣΘΤ, St. Emmaruth
17b: Lineage: Visayan, American, Eurasian, Austrasian, Caucasian, Kalbs [symre], Bretagnes, Panasian [darkling], Aeta, Orang Asli, Gaels, Basques, Hispanic, Lycian [lucanian], Hellene-Romani, Cimmerian, Lusitania, Iberian, Celts, Jutes, Saxons, Anglo, Vandals, Dutch, Flemish, Aquitaines, Phoenician, Assyrian [Persian], Levant [Kemet], Remetu [Aamu], Hebrew [Canaanitte], Copts [Natukemte], Hurrians [Luwians], Druid [priestess], Dalaketnon, Diwata, Harappan, Dravidian, Indian Country, Negros Oriental + Negros Occidental [sirena], seraphim [raskasha] {world trade}, Abrahamic, homo serpens, [Davidian]
18. Dance School: Arlene’s Dance Studio
19. Music School: Miss Anita’s School of Music + Cool Rockin’ Daddies
20. Christening: St. Michael’s [Newark, NJ]
21. All-Around-Athlete: Kiwanis Softball, Basketball-MVP, Cheerleader
22. Brownie + Girl Scout
23: Black Ops: Triangle Services
23a. Vocation: Academy Instructor
24. Universidad de Concepción
25. Orders: Dominican + Grenadines

~emma ruth