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PREACHING TO THE CHOIR, MONIS

They tried to run me into a ditch in the road for a long time, especially in the last 7 years when my mama dies.

Who did they pick off? My 32 year old lil cousin. Today was his wake. Tomorrow he’s going to be cremated. He had a heart attack at 32. That was meant for me and not him. I’m sorry, Ella, that your son dies because of me and our entire Zerna family. He dies because of me, Kris, Leslie and Lizbeth. The world hates us something fierce.

But be rest assured, Ella, that your son dies a hero. He went somewhere on a mission to save a lot of little kids. The mission should be complete by Qadar this April 5. He’s a hero. And because I’m Emma Ruth – 32 – 67 – Cyril and I will always be connected. And I most likely die suddenly as well.

I know and I understand. Death isn’t Final.

I should be returning to where I’m from, shortly, and find out where Cyril is.

~emma ruth

Good Morning

I think those are the names. Was 1973 really tryna to use my name out there as some sort of actress/singer. I know for damn sure she never got a SAG card with my name. They would NEVER issue her one. It’s my name, girlie. And I can outsing you, outdance you, outperform you. You can never beat me at being me.

RYOURE – yes it is. Many thnx.

well yes, Laurie is the eldest of us all. But why would the four of us – laurie, debs, emma, tara… have the same Father? It’s a bit confusing. and then there are 2 brothers – Kris and Anthony. And Father really is Cesar O. Concepcion, at least for me. Albert is a Cancerian. Anthony is a Leo. We really shouldn’t have the same Father. Oh, we should be ‘cousins’?

Well, I dunno when I’m leaving. The photos of KR lately – I’m not with that one…. he’s not even an actor. I don’t think I’m with you, but yah, you haven’t acted in a long time.

~emma ruth

Volume 2025, Chapter 3

I really should be New York University Class of 1994.

Yes, Cyril is still doing the ‘mission’. that must be partly why those HQ were trending on X. Incredible forms he’s got. He’s going to need them to do the mission. Must be why he decided about over here.

I see, Cyril. You and I are still ‘joined at the hip’. I’m just so in ‘awe’ of you, Cyril. Just awe-struck by you.

I put my other cousin in a undisclosed location in amlan. he’s a snake-dragon too. but he was doing different work. mob-related. his sister is doing great in a ‘manhalit.’

oh, our uncle tito? well, he was already 90+. he’s in some ‘temple’ at the moment.

well, my ETA depends a lot on Cyril’s ‘mission’. April 5 is qadar. it might be after easter.

~emma ruth

Cyril – RIP

Pretty song.

Oh well, the numbers are Zerna – 17 and Concepcion – 29

12 and 5 and 15 14 – LEON

perhaps they like those numbers better.

Why did that happen to Cyril? I knew something might happen to him after Edo died. Yes, it could’ve been prevented. If you trusted the right people.

Don’t worry, Ella. He’s in a better place now. Death isn’t final.

I’ll do what I can for you and your family.

~emma ruth

Aftermath

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I was a bit sad earlier. SAD – Sorrowful and Depressed. Or Suicidal and Dead. Because I got into a fight with Tara Jean and Keanu and even John Wick. I dunno exactly why I was frothing at the mouth and spewing obscenities from a verra foul mouth.

Keanu Reeves has been my Boss for over 6 years. We get into rows now and then because we disagree about jobs and who I should work with. Usually I start cussing and flipping him off and cussing all over my journals. But usually I balk and then I walk out on the job and never return. That’s what I did to the emmereeves.livejournal.com, fairwells.livejournal.com, all my pinterest accounts, and all youtube accounts. If you abuse me or violate my rights I walk the F- out and never return. Usually because I don’t want to do certain tasks, but mostly because there are just some mfers I never will work with, especially if we hate each other.

I flipped off his bestie, Alexandra. It wasn’t her exactly. It’s her cats that were stalking me on livejournal. It wasn’t to YOUR Alex, Keanu, but her cats whom I fight with a lot, especially before.

I dunno why I would fight with John. I’m crazy about John Wick. Wuvvies u. He should know that.

Earl Temp. Well you are my first husband. Though we don’t fight too often.

Tara Jean. Why would I go in on you and say that about your Father. That’s a terrible thing to say. Just terrible. Words cannot be taken back. They can only be forgiven. I said some awful things about Tara and her Father. Oh well… dunno exactly. Has to do with whomever is claiming to be you. And now tryna to use me.

Cyril. In my thoughts. If I were him and it should’ve been me, I would want my Father and/or husband to make sure I’m DNR and an organ donor.

~emma ruth

It’s not Right

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It’s not right and it’s not OK that my lil 32 year old cousin is on a ventilator in a hospital fighting for his life while worthless bitches use me and my family to make their dreams come true. I’m not here to allow you to use and abuse me and my entire family.

It’s not right and it’s not ok. You egregiously harmed my family for over 4 decades just so that you can be rich, powerful and famous. Cyril is just a kiddo. Never even had a girlfriend. You would even touch kiddos. You worthless pedophiles.

You should’ve let me die when I turned 18. But they wanted to be the angel too.

Worthless assholes

~emma ruth

Lovers

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Yah, Keanu Reeves, I WAS into John Wick. But since both you and him have been assholes to me, both of you can go fuck yourselves. I don’t need either of you. I am a Princess Royal of Visayas and I have someone who NEITHER of you can ever compare to or meet his standards – MY FATHER – Cesar O. Concepcion. I don’t need either of you assholes. I have a Father that girls all around the world also want as their Father.

You were no angel, Keanu Reeves. But I have an angel too – My brother Kris Concepcion. Still a Virgin and always an ANGEL. Go fuck yourself Keanu Reeves. Go fuck yourself John Wick.

I also have a Mother who everyone wants as their Mother – Prima Emma Zerna Concepcion.

My Academy has been telling y’all to not fuck with me. And their reasons? Emma Ruth has FAMILY. She has a LOT of FAMILY.

I don’t need you Keanu Reeves or John Wick or any man for that matter. I have FAMILY who ADORES me. And I am a Princess Royal.

I don’t give a fuck if class of 1986 supports 1973. That on you. I don’t. And IDGAF. I got better shit to do. She can never compare to me and MY family.

~emma ruth

Ella Zerna-Exclamado

You are 5 12 12 1 – you complement me verra well. Because you are a Miss General Santos City, a hometown beauty MISS and a cancerian like me – 6/23 is your birthday.

You’re the secret “12” and a ’23’ and 5/12 is you. as is 6/23. You even have an X in your name.

My well-wishes to you, Ella. That was supposed to be me laying in the hospital. Not Cyril and of course never my brother. I’ll do what I can for you and your family, especially Cyril.

~emma ruth

Tri-state

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My lil cousin is just 32. If it was a mob hit, they’ll get what’s coming to them. Not only is he just a kiddo, but he’s a good kiddo who lost his Father back in 2012.

I’m tri-state. Spent the first year in New Jersey. I got into both Rutgers and Fairleigh Dickinson. Family owns property in Tuckerton. I spent some time in Harrisburg, PA with my brother-cousin Tony. As well at PENN in Philly with an academy colleague. And also CT – got into Quinnipiac for Law. I’m tri-state: got family in NY, NJ, CT, and PA.

He’s just a kiddo. Not supposed to touch kiddos, especially good ones like him. But that on you. His blood on your hands.

It’s not ‘definite’ right now. Still more further tests. He’s only 32. Miracles do happen. It happened for my Mama. So it could happen to any of you.

~emma ruth