michael – MJS

You’re another Kissing Cousin of mine. oh, the window closed in 2017.

I’m interested in Malayans/Visayans. Moreover – BROWN EYES. I prefer brown eyes. Like my Father.

It’s not personal. but our projects together ended in 2017. Yes, we have a daughter – Jacquelina Frances.

Kissing Cousins.

Tara? mebbe she is gonna use the name Lora Joen

~emma ruth

Friends + Tara Jean + Academy

My close friends and confidantes are at Dominican Academy and Philips Exeter. A few from Stuyvesant, Bronx Science, Brooklyn Tech, Grover Cleveland, and CKing. And of course Regis, Xavier, Molloy, St. Vincent Ferrer, Sacred Heart, Immaculate Heart, and Marymount. And always New York University 1994.

Friends, colleagues, and sisters/brothers.

Tara Jean, I wasn’t that lesbian who abused you in HS. I really hope that in the next few years you don’t become like her. It’s fine using my name, though publicly please go as either Tara Jean or Tara Joan. Don’t know about Academy, but New York University should be alright for you.

St. A’s – y’all were mad because of Danielle and her sister and then my academies. And because of who her Father is. It was friendly fire. I understand, but it harmed me and I would appreciate it if we can ‘settle’ this amicably some way some how. But she’s the reason it was torn down and they use me as Evidence A as to why they did that. And as you know, Tara and Laurie are her cousins. Remember, I was just a kiddo.

~emma ruth

kiddos in my charge

Out of all the kiddos I ever met when they are still under the age of 4, Tara Jean always stands out. Not only a Princess but an angel.

Out of all the filipino girls I met in NYC, the cutest is always Maybelline. I used to tell her to smile because she has dimples. That’s her nickname – “Dimples”.

All my younger cousins on my Mom’s side were all quite exceptional, especially Ditchie, Lili, Lilibet, Armie and Emy. They were so adorable when they are little and ever so bright. Ditchie has always been my little sister when I met her when she is about 2 or 3. She is so pretty when she’s little. A town beauty in Tanjay.

My younger brother is always good. Never bad nor naughty, even to this day. I’m also fond of my brothers from another mother – Chris Pae and Cris “Boyette” Zabala. So fond of them. Woogon, Vinney, Chris Beganskis, Chris D’Amico and Kris’ friends from Regis and Tufts are all exceptional gentlemen and good kiddos which is a testament to their wonderful parents.

My nieces and nephews, including the B Boys in Cali are all wonderful and their parents, my cousins should be pleased with how they turned out.

The Gen Y lad in my charge. I had always hoped that my Father would make sure He’s always provided for and given similar opportunities for learning and enrichment that my younger Kris and my ex Gamino also have. And I was concerned that his ideas about love and marriage may have been askew because of me. That’s why I have a strict hands-off policy with those younger than me. I hoped I did more good than harm, and hopefully verra little if extant toxicity.

We did a lot of work with the “Alyssa” name and now there are several luminaries with that name and are admirable, laudable and good role models for their own peers and generations.

I dunno which ones were the bad ones among the lisses, but a few of them thought of me as the older sister they wished they had or at least a mama they hated. But quests complete.

~emma ruth

Deleon

If anything were to happen to your Father, Maybelline, it would be due to age, health, and medications. Medical reasons. Never anything untoward, or at least that’s how I saw it.

I, personally, would never intentionally try to harm you and your family, especially your Father. Concepcions consider Deleons – friends, family friends, and respected peers. I would never allow anything bad to happen to you and your family if I have any say in it.

I remember your Father and I promised him that I’d always watch over you, especially when he’s not around.

*love and light*

~emma ruth